rabbit_feet
a ghost amongst many
- Apr 1, 2023
- 26
I am so destroyed. Back in July, we agreed to take a break, work on ourselves, and revisit our relationship later. Now, 4 months later, she just told me that she doesn't think she'll ever love me again, it's time for me to get over it and move on. I'm so devastated. I've been trying to hold it together cause I thought that this was supposed to be temporary, that we would get back together and be happy again eventually.
What do I do? I am socially inept and only make friends through those I already have. She is practically the backbone of our friend circle. She asks me to move on but I can't even have the space to do so. I'm so heartbroken. I thought we were going to get married. I thought we were happy.
Everything just feels so heavy. I can't help but feel like I'll never feel happy again. I'll never love again. She was the perfect partner for me. Now we're nothing.
I feel like my grief is starting all over. I guess I never really accepted it was over. Now I have to. What's the point of continuing when life doesn't feel fulfilling without her.
What do I do? I am socially inept and only make friends through those I already have. She is practically the backbone of our friend circle. She asks me to move on but I can't even have the space to do so. I'm so heartbroken. I thought we were going to get married. I thought we were happy.
Everything just feels so heavy. I can't help but feel like I'll never feel happy again. I'll never love again. She was the perfect partner for me. Now we're nothing.
I feel like my grief is starting all over. I guess I never really accepted it was over. Now I have to. What's the point of continuing when life doesn't feel fulfilling without her.
