How do you feel?

[PaYo]

I feel like, Imagine a room full of people, and you have some secret you can't tell anyone, the feeling of being disconnected from them and the pressure to break that is soooo big than you have to run away from them.

And what if the only one person you can run away to is not family? But the person gave you that secret, and it your enemy, and he doesn't even want to meet with you? There is only you and the secret. Now wait like me 10 years. You can't remember the secret anymore. But this feeling, remains.

That is what i call hell.

 

[Isittimetogonola]

Right now feel empty and alone. My 2 purposes for being here are wrapping up. Just feeling like an afterthought that no one never gets around to even from the few that I could always call but never get called. Sending all my hugs, I can truly empathize.

 

[Deleted member 14386]

Lonely, trapped, forced to put on a face or family gets mad, I'm literally slowly losing my mind in isolation and I'll make up conversations in my head (that would never happen) then I feel like it actually happened when I see the person. Annoyed, angry, sad, guilt, fear.

So ...bad

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Drunk. Trapped. Sad. Hopeless.