Venting How do you feel about loneliness?

[Zegers]

I feel isolated each and every tucking day, when i have a look at ig, when i go out street and there are groups of friends, couples, it's painful to cope and it reaches a point where going out has become like a chore. Why do have to deal with this... this road is in shambles.

 

[Jrmull1993]

I'm the same way when I go outside and see couples and groups of people. It's one of the few reasons I'll be CTBing.

 

[Euthanza]

The older I get the lonelier I feel, even in the crowded place I'm still feeling lonely but I have to accept it is what it is. Everyone else seems busy with their own life agenda, pursuit, family, career, etc etc I can't relate so much but I guess it's not their fault either.

 

[bloos]

I feel lonely even when I'm with friends or family, because I can't relate to their joy or interest in things and because they don't understand me or know that one day soon I am going to ctb. It's like a circle, one of the reasons I'm going to ctb is because I'm lonely which only makes me more lonely and makes me want to ctb more, if that makes sense

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I'm realizing I been lonely since 14. But it got worse at 22 after I lost my virginity and I isolated more lost what little
Social people I was around. I been isolated for 7 years. And then two
Years ago a few guys popped into my life but I ruined it because of alcohol addiction because of losing my virginity years ago and being hurt.

 

[Bigpink]

I used to be with family and friends, not anymore and it pains me to see people who are

 

[LaVieEnRose]

It's a terrible feeling. Isolation, whether real or perceived, is a common element in suicide.

 

[MatthewV3]

It's a terrible feeling. Loneliness is the main reason why I want to CTB.

 

[Marktheghost]

It's completely destroyed my life.

 

[y'ffre]

I can be with myself without destroying myself mentally. By destroying myself I mean negative self-talk. Most runs from that and make themselves completely busy and stimulated in one way or another.
I want to be social though. Not because I hate being alone but because I want to share things with others and spend time with others etc.

 

[7b48hl]

Been lonely my whole life, no friends or relationships. It didn't bother me until the pressure to fit in, to fulfill my duty as a woman and become a slave to some breeder so we can make more slaves to our overlords really started getting to me (I come from probably the most conservative and religious country in the EU. I've felt like an alien since early childhood for not being a pronatalist, not wanting to get married and worst of all have kids and having had 0 support from anyone. I suspect I'm just a repressed lesbian and this country I am from is very well known for being strictly anti LGBT. Just yesterday I had to listen to my family's "women are intellectually inferior" jokes. Not a very woman friendly place in many aspects) I still prefer solitude.

 

[Lily (Osako)]

I am lonely but I have to accept responsibility for it.
I've been isolating for awhile now.
So it's basically my fault for being lonely.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I've had a core of loneliness that has ruined my life and led to very bad choices …. A fear of abandonment …. I'm lonelier then ever ….

 

[blue_muse]

I don't feel lonely, because I can be myself in my own company. Being able to navigate through life by my own schedule is much more satisfying.

 

[FuneralCry]

I would prefer to be alone than be around others personally. People are tiring and I have never had much interest in spending time with others.

 

[watchingthewheels]

"Loneliness is such a drag"

-Jimi Hendrix, "Burning of the Midnight Lamp"