How do you envision yourself one year from now?

[StaticCryBabye]

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[inmyhead]

Dead

 

[whatevs]

Jobless. Stripped of more things perhaps. Making a final effort to rehabilitate my body and listen to my needs, not what my family or society thinks I need.

If that fails, well...

 

[FuneralCry]

Sadly, I imagine that I'll still be trapped here in the same empty existence, enduring this futile process of slowly dying and suffering unnecessarily, to me the horrible thing is that existing can get so unbearable beyond how we can even imagine it to, it's so replusive how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer as long as they are trapped here, and I dread to think of what lies ahead. It's inhumane how we cannot just easily leave this world in peace.

 

[woh6]

It's hard to imagine myself being alive in the future. Realistically I'll be in my next year of school. I also want to have a job. Hopefully I'll also have some new friends because I'll be parting ways with the ones I have now.

 

[loopdaloop]

either an aimless zombie or a buried corpse

 

[ToTheTwillight]

I can hardly see myself one month into the future, can't imagine one year

 

[Challu]

Dead very shortly.. finally used up all my current savings. Triple college dropout, small 9k of debt, no desire to work, no dream I aspire in, no physical relationships im seeking, no hope in a future here.

Don't even know why I've waited.. maybe just to enjoy eating my favorite junk food and hang out with my family.. Just distracting myself from ctb.

Whatever afterlife reality that God deems fit to give me, I am curious to see.

 

[last day on earth]

In a coffin, that's what I hope

 

[outrider567]

Dead

 

[GasMonkey]

Dead.

 

[cyuj]

Dead.

 

[Kerrtu]

Dead.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Dead & Buried

 

[squirley]

 

[TAW122]

Hopefully dead.

 

[Zegers]

Somewhere in universe

 

[heavyeyes]

Hopefully finalizing my plans to ctb

 

[blacksand]

Best case will be a bunch of atoms scattered around the universe like I was 30 years ago. It all depends on SI really there are still periods where I shake with fear at the thought of death and others where I have a gun barrel in my mouth and 50/50 on if I pull the trigger back.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Either still struggling or dead.

 

[leloyon]

Either dead or actively preparing for my death.

 

[telro]

Coffin or Urn

 

[cgrtt.brns]

hopefully dead. realistically exactly where i am right now, fatter, lonelier, with more failures behind me and even less reasons to live.

 

[UKscotty]

Dead if I finally get the balls to use a proper CTB method.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Hopefully dead.

 

[nightshade00]

Unless I find some miracle cure to my mental issues, probably dead :/

 

[grendel4578]

in a grave, probably with my brain no longer intact

 

[downndone2]

Successful or dead