Mart

Mart

eh
Apr 27, 2019
95
I'm really struggling right now. I gotta hold out for a few more weeks though. I can't ctb here.
 
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EddieAllenPoe

EddieAllenPoe

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Mar 19, 2019
304
I cope by listening to Tool songs and reading posts on Sanctioned Suicide. Funny thing? I'm completely alone and don't feel lonely. What is making you feel lonely?
 
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Mart

Mart

eh
Apr 27, 2019
95
I cope by listening to Tool songs and reading posts on Sanctioned Suicide. Funny thing? I'm completely alone and don't feel lonely. What is making you feel lonely?
Cause stupid thing is I just don't like being alone alone. I've only recently lost everybody. Had a girl that I've been speaking to for the better part of a year. I spoke to her virtually everyday, she helped me not feel alone, we started dating (big mistake), she cheated on me, spoke with her for the final time about last week. Then the only other person, who honest to God is and always will be the best person I've ever met in my life, just messaged me after two days of ignoring me to leave her alone. I'm down to 0. I'm literally living for game of thrones now. I just hate that I feel I need somebody in my life.
 
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EddieAllenPoe

EddieAllenPoe

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Mar 19, 2019
304
Cause stupid thing is I just don't like being alone alone. I've only recently lost everybody. Had a girl that I've been speaking to for the better part of a year. I spoke to her virtually everyday, she helped me not feel alone, we started dating (big mistake), she cheated on me, spoke with her for the final time about last week. Then the only other person, who honest to God is and always will be the best person I've ever met in my life, just messaged me after two days of ignoring me to leave her alone. I'm down to 0. I'm literally living for game of thrones now. I just hate that I feel I need somebody in my life.

I'm sorry. I actually do know what that's like. Breaking up is the second most horrible pain I've ever experienced. First place goes to losing a daughter. It takes a long time to get back to normal.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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I wish I could help but I love being alone. Whenever I don't have to be around other people it's awesome. :smiling:
I know I probably shouldn't have even replied.
I like watching tv or coming here or just being online.
I don't like going to see movies in the theater anymore because it means I will have to be around people. I've had enough of them. ;)
 
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Youthanasia

Youthanasia

Wanderer
Apr 18, 2019
117
Pornhub

My favorites are Lauren Phillips and Mia Malkova

That said, I like being active in reddit, and here
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Cause stupid thing is I just don't like being alone alone. I've only recently lost everybody. Had a girl that I've been speaking to for the better part of a year. I spoke to her virtually everyday, she helped me not feel alone, we started dating (big mistake), she cheated on me, spoke with her for the final time about last week. Then the only other person, who honest to God is and always will be the best person I've ever met in my life, just messaged me after two days of ignoring me to leave her alone. I'm down to 0. I'm literally living for game of thrones now. I just hate that I feel I need somebody in my life.

Sorry that happened to you. I have been single for a few years. It's better that way. I'm miserable and I would not make good boyfriend material.
As far as this girl … you are probably better off and dodged a bullet. I'm sure it doesn't feel like that now.
I had an ex that cheated on me … hurt like hell and then she broke up with me not long after. It REALLY SUCKED at the time. :angry:

Sending you a :hug::hug::hug: Not gay and I don't care anyway as I hope to be dead soon. :wee: Once I get the courage to finally go through with it.
 
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uiop

uiop

Fun drugs make me happy
Mar 27, 2019
218
Illicit drugs.
 
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Kringle's Curse

Kringle's Curse

Member
May 1, 2019
94
I drink the loneliness away and listen to music. What I need to do, is put a fuckin 12 gauge slug through my head. I'm nothing but a lonely, worthless piece of human trash that doesn't deserve happiness or anything good in life. I hate myself so fuckin much, I deserve to be a miserable piece of shit.
 
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Mart

Mart

eh
Apr 27, 2019
95
I'm sorry. I actually do know what that's like. Breaking up is the second most horrible pain I've ever experienced. First place goes to losing a daughter. It takes a long time to get back to normal.
I'm sorry. That's a pain I can't imagine.
I wish I could help but I love being alone. Whenever I don't have to be around other people it's awesome. :smiling:
I know I probably shouldn't have even replied.
I like watching tv or coming here or just being online.
I don't like going to see movies in the theater anymore because it means I will have to be around people. I've had enough of them. ;)
Ive had it with most people haha. I really usually dont like most people, but it just sucks that there's someone out there that I want to be around and they (rightfully so) don't want me.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I don't, I self isolate further.
 
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seekingoblivion

seekingoblivion

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
454
I contemplate suicide and eat food.
 
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CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
I embrace loneliness .

I persue it every time I'm back to dealing with people like my folks and their allies .

I can no longer trust people , it's the biggest mistake I do .
Yet , to deal with people and build good relationships , you need to be trustful - which leads to troubles you can't handle .
Which leads asking for help ...
then you're facing either
a. abuse/taken advantage of = more troubles
b. Abandonment/ getting ignored .

But never ever help .
If people can't or won't take advantage of you , the ignore you call for help .

They don't like you being skeptical , otherwise how will they get to stap you in your back , betray your trust and take good advantage of you ?
Certainly not when you're so skeptical .

Every time I'm back to loneliness knowing for sure that it's the second best refuge away from people . First goes to death .

People suck , lonliness is the best in that kind of world .
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
1,058
I always been alone but I always could handle it.... after my depression crise if I am alone my mind start to domine me and I only thinking in death and ctb
In others words, I got crazy!
 
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OpheliasFlowers

Specialist
Apr 2, 2019
348
I watch movies and surf the internet
 
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MLongshaw

MLongshaw

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Aug 5, 2018
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Cause stupid thing is I just don't like being alone alone. I've only recently lost everybody. Had a girl that I've been speaking to for the better part of a year. I spoke to her virtually everyday, she helped me not feel alone, we started dating (big mistake), she cheated on me, spoke with her for the final time about last week. Then the only other person, who honest to God is and always will be the best person I've ever met in my life, just messaged me after two days of ignoring me to leave her alone. I'm down to 0. I'm literally living for game of thrones now. I just hate that I feel I need somebody in my life.
Sorry for what you're going through. Glad to see I'm not the only one waiting for game of thrones before I CTB..
 
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Santiago

Mage
Mar 25, 2018
588
Eating, sleeping, gaming, surfing the internet and listening to music.

I think that literally describes my life
 
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Mart

Mart

eh
Apr 27, 2019
95
Yup. Weed is what gets me through
Yeah, after GOT is over I'm leaving to somewhere where I can smoke in peace. I came into a sequence of unfortunate events last night where I got busted with a joint by some cops. I'm in Utah so they're not too kind about cannabis over here. Got out of being arrested luckily unlike most people here. Said he smelled marijuana and I told him it's cause I'd been smoking it, just trying to relax. Got it confiscated and slapped with a ticket. Gonna have to buy more tonight.
 
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Bärchen

Bärchen

Distracting myself through Life
Apr 7, 2019
202
Working, gaming and my cats. I'm alone all my life, no friends and never a gf.
 
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silentsinger

silentsinger

Experienced
Mar 1, 2019
261
Mainly it reduces me to heavy crying. Music helps me a little bit.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Working, gaming and my cats. I'm alone all my life, no friends and never a gf.
I might be getting cat tomorrow :smiling: someone is rehoming him.
 
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Donewitheverything

Donewitheverything

Ultimate Despair
Apr 8, 2019
78
Gaming, watching anime, reading literature, talking to my mother, and I spend all day with my new long-distance significant other. Sometimes I use sleeping medicine if I feel too bad, though. I'm introverted, so loneliness doesn't bother me as much as most. Still, it's in human nature to want to interact with another being, so it can't be helped no matter how introverted a person is.
 
seekingoblivion

seekingoblivion

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
454
I got that 50% down. I've been struggling eating lately.
Eating is a funny thing when it comes to depression or feeling low. I struggle to STOP eating instead.
 
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littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
634
I drink excessively, listen to music, and write songs.
 
tomz323

tomz323

Walking to the bus stop
Mar 29, 2019
367
Honestly I talk to myself, a little embarrassing.
 
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TheBlackSwordsman

TheBlackSwordsman

Student
Apr 24, 2019
115
Pornhub

My favorites are Lauren Phillips and Mia Malkova

That said, I like being active in reddit, and here

Lauren phillips is tha truth, freaky a$$ fire crotch. And she loves it up the A.
I'm sorry. I actually do know what that's like. Breaking up is the second most horrible pain I've ever experienced. First place goes to losing a daughter. It takes a long time to get back to normal.

I havent even had a single proper romantic relationship to even be able to experience a breakup. Gosh, what a loser I am.
Sorry for what you're going through. Glad to see I'm not the only one waiting for game of thrones before I CTB..

I too was anticipating game of thrones but I was left very underwhelmed after the latest episode. Being a book reader, this episode left a real sour taste in my mouth.
 
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Youthanasia

Youthanasia

Wanderer
Apr 18, 2019
117
Lauren phillips is tha truth, freaky a$$ fire crotch. And she loves it up the A.

Lol classy comment

I love how shes absolutely kinky, name a hideous practice and she has done it for the camera
 
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