Help How do we know when we are ready to die?

[suicidesheep31]

Just this stupid question....
I cannot do it right now because I have some responsibilities at work.
When my contract will finish, I wish to be in peace with it and have the right to die without being judged.
I wish to find some help to end my life at this time.

 

[Futile]

Why care for work if you're gonna be dead anyway?

 

[suicidesheep31]

because i don't want to create issues for my colleagues. If I do not do these task, it will take at least one year for them to finish it

 

[rt1989526]

When you despise every moment you are alive.

 

[suicidesheep31]

it is also a way to say to myself that my contribution to this world is finish and i do not have reason to live anymore

 

[BLUE1970]

You just know when it is time to ctb, a sense of relief and calmness takes over.

 

[StuFin]

I've been here as well. I don't want to let this person down, what will these people think...

Who cares when I'm dead and don't know what anyone thinks or says, and who cares about whether the paperwork was done in the office when you're in the ground and not connected to the world any more, when there is nothing at all any more. No time, no space, no anything.

In 5 years time will your colleagues even remember what that really important report was about? In 10 years? In 50 years will the company even exist. In 100 years will anyone remember any of us?

So why worry about responsibilities and jobs and tasks and colleagues?

 

[Homecoming]

When your pain (physically and mentally) exceeds your meat suits thresholds

 

[StuFin]

Pop?

 

[Mixo]

A lot of people here are commenting that you shouldn't bother with work if you're really ready to die, or maybe that it discredits your sincere desire to die. I actually can relate a little bit to what you're saying, the desire to tie up loose ends before going. I think it might be reflective of your personality - if you're more conscientious, considerate, a finisher, etc. Not everyone's suicide plans happen chaotically in the middle of life happening.

 

[Coffeandamug]

I'm sorry but in my opinion you can never truly know, not in a rational and consistent way. So I guess your left with your "gut" but there's a reason it's called intuition...so, again, there's no consistent way of truly knowing.

 

[Tired_Tired]

Everyone's scale is different. As long as you are comfortable with your method without interruption.