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ijustwishtodie
death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
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I don't get it. Normies want to do so much and they somehow have the energy to. Since I have summer holidays from university, my mum also wants me to do a lot (when I say "a lot", I mean that it's a lot for me but it's nothing for the average person). My mum wants me to find a job, get hired for a job, go to gym, read a bunch of islamic shit, be more active and overall just rot less in my room. For normal people, this isn't much but, for me, I'm already overwhelmed. I gotten a migraine due to this that has been persisting for hours and I have no way to deal with it. Keep in mind, I'm not actually doing any of the stuff my mum wants me to... yet but just thinking about it has really made me hurt a lot.
I have such a low pain tolerance and I get overwhelmed so easily. It's obvious that life isn't meant for me. It's obvious that being a human isn't meant for me. I just get overwhelmed too easily at basic things in life. Why people like me are even kept alive... I will never understand. It's cruel to force me to stay alive when I can't even handle life. Once again, I don't understand how normies even do it. Compared to me, they have superpowers. I don't envy them for it though; I'm just merely pointing out the insanely high magnitude of difference between me and normies which I then use to conclude that being a human isn't meant for me.
I was going to vent more about this but this migraine is hurting me a lot and I'm struggling at typing more so I'll stop here
I have such a low pain tolerance and I get overwhelmed so easily. It's obvious that life isn't meant for me. It's obvious that being a human isn't meant for me. I just get overwhelmed too easily at basic things in life. Why people like me are even kept alive... I will never understand. It's cruel to force me to stay alive when I can't even handle life. Once again, I don't understand how normies even do it. Compared to me, they have superpowers. I don't envy them for it though; I'm just merely pointing out the insanely high magnitude of difference between me and normies which I then use to conclude that being a human isn't meant for me.
I was going to vent more about this but this migraine is hurting me a lot and I'm struggling at typing more so I'll stop here