
LunarEc
I luv Sharon Van Etten
- Feb 13, 2025
- 84
Im on prozac 40mgs, It's annoying that I have to take it. I don't feel any difference, I lie a lot especially to my psychiatrist and my counselor. Do you want to kill yourself? I just answer no, and whenever she asks what Im feeling, I just say good. I don't feel good though, I've been feeling numb for a while, the meds make it even worse, It's bothering me that I cant sleep. How can I knock myself out, I dont want something that's gonna make me bleed or have some bruise on my head, not looking to die currently... I already made a couple line cuts with a razor on my hand, that didn't make me feel any better. It helps calm something in me but it's not enough eventually I'll do something more drastic than a simple cut, but now Im just looking to actually sleep. I haven't slept in 2 days.