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Ay_Vex
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- Sep 21, 2021
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..Hey,my life has been very shitty since all my friends forgot me..and my gf wanted a "pause" just cause there are 200km beetwen us,and she doesnt have time for a long distance relationship even thought i came up with the ideea to visit her every week..she didnt wanted that, she says she still loves me as much as before,but we speek a few words a day.At start i understood her problems with her mom etc..but now i just think she doesnt want me anymore..since she s online on ig all the time and on her phone but just ignores me.We want to move toghether in 2-3 years..but im losing hope in her,she was my only source of happines since my mother died 2 months ago and my dad left me when i was a child.I want to die so muuuch but im so scared..what if i fail? Im scared of doing it..how do i get lose of this feeling?