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I ordered sn to be delivered to the front of my house but idk when it's gonna come (2-5) days not specified if business or not. I live with my parents who are always home due to covid and my mom doesn't work. The office is right next to the front door where the package will be delivered.. I have no idea how I'm going to pull this off besides being lucky and that they went out to eat or shopping or something. Even then I'd have to be quick because we have the ring doorbell so they'd get alerted and might see me grabbing a package.

I also have two family dogs who like to bark and sniff at things they have seen before so I'm worried they might find out where I hide it. I plan to hide it in the bottom compartment of my nightstand as I can hide it behind books and it's rarely checked if checked at all.

Im anxious that I won't even be able to obtain the sn as my parents may confiscate the sn and then force me to be admitted.

I'm also slightly anxious it'll be found because it's going to take me awhile to get the courage as I love my parents and dogs so much and will miss them.

I also need to wait for a time where they leave the house to do something to even attempt it and then I'm a very nauseous person so I might fail.

I'll only be able to use sn, Odansetron, and hydroxyzine. Maybe tums to lower stomach acid amount.

but Odansetron isnt a strong nausea med so it won't do that much. I plan to take 75mg hydroxyzine as that should help me relax some and has some anti nausea as well.

so much could go wrong ugh!! Why's it so difficult
Also how do I measure the 20gm and 50ml? Also gms is grams right?
 
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Is it amazon package? Do your parents check/open your mail addressed to you?
 
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Also how do I measure the 20gm and 50ml? Also gms is grams right?
The easiest way to do this is to use a kitchen scale, pretty cheap if you don't already have one. Yes, gm is gram. You could also do some measurements with spoons if you know how those work.
 
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Is it amazon package? Do your parents check/open your mail addressed to you?
Yep they take all packages and open em
The easiest way to do this is to use a kitchen scale, pretty cheap if you don't already have one. Yes, gm is gram. You could also do some measurements with spoons if you know how those work.
Okay thx :)
 
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God, I have the same problem. Thank World for my mom job. But my grandpa and sister are still at home. You should prepare good explain for SN. We can use NaNO2 for making a pigment. If Your parents know nothing about SN, maybe "bed disinfection" pretext will works? I gonna tell my family about hair remove method with using my "ticket".
 
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ok i might be able to help here!! i am in a similar situation. if you are in the US (and maybe in other countries idk) you can order your package to an amazon pickup location. when you are checking out select amazon lockers. then you will be able to go pick it up whenever you want and don't have to worry about them finding the package.
 
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Do you buy christmas presents for your parents? If so, have you considered trying to get them not to open the SN on the basis that you've got some christmas presents coming for them?

Maybe you could even order a bunch of little things for next day delivery (so that they arrive before the SN does) and then if they actually open them act upset that they've ruined the surprise? In the hope that means they won't open your mail for the near future?

Don't know if that will work, as I don't know the relationship you have with your parents, and if they'd be willing to cave on opening your mail based on that - but just an idea.
ok i might be able to help here!! i am in a similar situation. if you are in the US (and maybe in other countries idk) you can order your package to an amazon pickup location. when you are checking out select amazon lockers. then you will be able to go pick it up whenever you want and don't have to worry about them finding the package.
This is also a good idea. @AutoTap it looks like from your initial post you have already ordered though. Have you considered trying to cancel? If it's not already in the mail it might be possible - and then you could do an amazon locker, or if you don't have amazon lockers in your area perhaps a PO box.
 
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I can't leave the house that alone will be a red flag because I hate leaving the house as it makes me super anxious.
Ive also never bought Christmas presents or presents in general. I don't have an income right now and this would also raise red flags.

I'm thinking my best bet tho is to try and grab the package before them and if they see it I'll tell them it's a surprise present and hope it works.
 
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