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- Nov 11, 2020
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I ordered sn to be delivered to the front of my house but idk when it's gonna come (2-5) days not specified if business or not. I live with my parents who are always home due to covid and my mom doesn't work. The office is right next to the front door where the package will be delivered.. I have no idea how I'm going to pull this off besides being lucky and that they went out to eat or shopping or something. Even then I'd have to be quick because we have the ring doorbell so they'd get alerted and might see me grabbing a package.
I also have two family dogs who like to bark and sniff at things they have seen before so I'm worried they might find out where I hide it. I plan to hide it in the bottom compartment of my nightstand as I can hide it behind books and it's rarely checked if checked at all.
Im anxious that I won't even be able to obtain the sn as my parents may confiscate the sn and then force me to be admitted.
I'm also slightly anxious it'll be found because it's going to take me awhile to get the courage as I love my parents and dogs so much and will miss them.
I also need to wait for a time where they leave the house to do something to even attempt it and then I'm a very nauseous person so I might fail.
I'll only be able to use sn, Odansetron, and hydroxyzine. Maybe tums to lower stomach acid amount.
but Odansetron isnt a strong nausea med so it won't do that much. I plan to take 75mg hydroxyzine as that should help me relax some and has some anti nausea as well.
so much could go wrong ugh!! Why's it so difficult
Also how do I measure the 20gm and 50ml? Also gms is grams right?
I also have two family dogs who like to bark and sniff at things they have seen before so I'm worried they might find out where I hide it. I plan to hide it in the bottom compartment of my nightstand as I can hide it behind books and it's rarely checked if checked at all.
Im anxious that I won't even be able to obtain the sn as my parents may confiscate the sn and then force me to be admitted.
I'm also slightly anxious it'll be found because it's going to take me awhile to get the courage as I love my parents and dogs so much and will miss them.
I also need to wait for a time where they leave the house to do something to even attempt it and then I'm a very nauseous person so I might fail.
I'll only be able to use sn, Odansetron, and hydroxyzine. Maybe tums to lower stomach acid amount.
but Odansetron isnt a strong nausea med so it won't do that much. I plan to take 75mg hydroxyzine as that should help me relax some and has some anti nausea as well.
so much could go wrong ugh!! Why's it so difficult
Also how do I measure the 20gm and 50ml? Also gms is grams right?
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