TheHatedOne
Death is salvation
- Sep 26, 2021
- 2,028
I moved out but the shit didn't end. See, these "parents" have always been controlling over my life and never trusting me and being overall bitches no matter what I do, as if the abuse I received wasn't enough. Almost always they were in the wrong and I proved them right but they still do this shit.
They never traveled outside the country, they don't have much experience, they are dumb as bricks, yet they think they're above life advice received from trustworthy sources and from persons who know how the shit is working.
Now I want to quit university, I'm in the process of doing it and they of course started to leash out at me, of course comparing me to my sister as always, who didn't finish university either but still has an okayish job. I don't know, they seem to think that if you finish an university and get a degree you're automatically a billionaire Bezos style and if not you'll end up begging on the streets.
They are so out of touch with this world it's incredible. Now that I think of it I actually never wanted to go through university but I was basically forced by them. And now I look at the consequences.
I'm not made for university. I found solace in the thought that I was gonna learn a subject I like but it's hellish, and the abuse from the teachers that I experienced and witnessed... Hell no, that's not for me. University is a cold place full of pain and misery.
If I want to learn languages I'd better just follow some accredited courses with certificate. And I'm going to do it with English, to get the TEFL certificate to teach abroad. The salaries don't look that bad.
But of course, my "parents" are pestering me non stop cause they think if you don't follow the script of misery you are a failure. Fuck them. They're the most unsupportive parents I ever seen. Fuck, I hate that I have these parents.
In the end I'll kill myself at one point so why does it even matter? My blood still is boiling. Seriously, are you a failure if you don't finish university? I'd rather do something else and fail than go through 3 years of misery and still fail.
They never traveled outside the country, they don't have much experience, they are dumb as bricks, yet they think they're above life advice received from trustworthy sources and from persons who know how the shit is working.
Now I want to quit university, I'm in the process of doing it and they of course started to leash out at me, of course comparing me to my sister as always, who didn't finish university either but still has an okayish job. I don't know, they seem to think that if you finish an university and get a degree you're automatically a billionaire Bezos style and if not you'll end up begging on the streets.
They are so out of touch with this world it's incredible. Now that I think of it I actually never wanted to go through university but I was basically forced by them. And now I look at the consequences.
I'm not made for university. I found solace in the thought that I was gonna learn a subject I like but it's hellish, and the abuse from the teachers that I experienced and witnessed... Hell no, that's not for me. University is a cold place full of pain and misery.
If I want to learn languages I'd better just follow some accredited courses with certificate. And I'm going to do it with English, to get the TEFL certificate to teach abroad. The salaries don't look that bad.
But of course, my "parents" are pestering me non stop cause they think if you don't follow the script of misery you are a failure. Fuck them. They're the most unsupportive parents I ever seen. Fuck, I hate that I have these parents.
In the end I'll kill myself at one point so why does it even matter? My blood still is boiling. Seriously, are you a failure if you don't finish university? I'd rather do something else and fail than go through 3 years of misery and still fail.