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Elleny

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Feb 14, 2026
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After a failed attempt I am torn between life and death.. I was visited by many psychiatrists during the years and they just don't listen. I am telling them I want to die and I can't bear suffering anymore but they are not doing anything. I would like to be treated with ketamine (see my other post) but I don't know if it's possible here in Italy, even if I asked they are telling me nothing. They just see me, listen to me waiting to die and send me home. If I tell them I tried to end my life they would probably lock me in a psych yard again and I don't want my freedom to be restricted. Either they cure me or I die, there is no other choice.
 
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timf

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Mar 26, 2020
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The psychiatric professionals may not be as effective as they would like people to believe. Not all problems in life can be solved with medicine which is what they offer. You might find a more effective solution in taking control yourself and experimenting with activities to see if you can discover anything that works so that you can build on that foundation.
 

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