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90 x zopiclon 7.5mg and 60x zolpidem 10mg. I'll crush them and mix it with 500ml fruit juice to chug it down fast.

I'll also add 10ml GBL and beforehand some xans and valium for relaxation and the strong opiate up my butthole.

Also an strong antiemetic to hopefully not throw up. Right now I have 13 melting tabs of ondansetron 8 mg. Hope this will be enough.

I really have ordered too much xans, I have around 230 tabs 1mg rn. Also around 220 tabs valium 10mg.

Maybe I could shoot the sleeping pills and most of the benzos up the butt? I'd like to avoid it though. Hope I get this toxic cocktail down my throat and that the antiemetic does it's job that it stays there till I pass out. If I vomit after passing out I'll choke on it and die that way, and while being unconscious I won't notice anyway.
 
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Where did you get the understanding that you can ctb with sleeping pills? People used to be able to do it because sleeping pills used to contain barbiturates. Modern day sleeping pills do not contain any because people used to accidentally kill themselves if they took too many. But the myth still persists to this day.
 
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Modern day sleeping pills are no good for ctb. They'll just fuck up your liver and you'll end up being more fucked in life than you are now.
 
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You can't kill yourself using sleeping pills as they don't contain barbiturates anymore.
 
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Modern day sleeping pills are no good for ctb. They'll just fuck up your liver and you'll end up being more fucked in life than you are now.
Yes, but it's the combination of the different substances
You can't kill yourself using sleeping pills as they don't contain barbiturates anymore.
But with the combo of the strong opiate and GBL it should work, that's my plan.
 
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Yes, but it's the combination of the different substances
All the modern meds have been made safer. Even if a quantity of them could prove lethal, you'd never get them all down before your body would start expelling them. It's too difficult to OD on script drugs. It probably has a 1% or 2% chance of success. Not worth it.
 
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Where did you get the understanding that you can ctb with sleeping pills? People used to be able to do it because sleeping pills used to contain barbiturates. Modern day sleeping pills do not contain any because people used to accidentally kill themselves if they took too many. But the myth still persists to this day.
Modern day sleeping pills are no good for ctb. They'll just fuck up your liver and you'll end up being more fucked in life than you are now.
You can't kill yourself using sleeping pills as they don't contain barbiturates anymore.
Also, I found this article where someone died from just taking 90mg of zopiclone:


And with my planned use of multiple substances, the sleeping pills will be just one part to amplify the toxicity
All the modern meds have been made safer. Even if a quantity of them could prove lethal, you'd never get them all down before your body would start expelling them. It's too difficult to OD on script drugs. It probably has a 1% or 2% chance of success. Not worth it.
Isotonitazene, which is 10-50x stronger than fentanyl, will be inserted rectally which has almost the same Bio- availability as shooting it into a vein. This is the main component, the second one being 10ml GBL and the rest is just for amplifying.

ondansetron is one of the strongest antiemetics, and I have 13 melting tabs with 8mg per tab. This should be enough to prevent puking before passing out into a deep coma, and if I puke then I'll just choke on that while being unconscious. I shouldn't survive this, the isotonitazene and GBL alone will affect my breathing ability heavily.
 
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Also, I found this article where someone died from just taking 90mg of zopiclone:


And with my planned use of multiple substances, the sleeping pills will be just one part to amplify the toxicity
No ones trying to talk you out, or in, to anything. None of us have ulterior motives either in keeping you alive, or making sure you die. We're just telling you the facts and statistics of the matter. You should do with them as you wish. Much anecdotal information, and that's all any of us have unless someone chimes in who has attempted OD on a bunch of scripts, says that OD's are notoriously unreliable. Even fent is unreliable because the same amount that would kill 50 people fails at killing a different 25 people. Everyone's system is just different. Even N has been known to fail every once in a while for certain people.
 
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But with the combo of the strong opiate and GBL it should work, that's my plan.

Also, I found this article where someone died from just taking 90mg of zopiclone:

And with my planned use of multiple substances, the sleeping pills will be just one part to amplify the toxicity
Look, I'm not going to tell you for sure if your plan will work or not, but this particular case study is looking at a 72-year-old. Older people, on average, tend to have more success in killing themselves in comparison comparison younger people, so unless if you happen to also be an elderly person, this study may not be a good one to go off of.
 
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Look, I'm not going to tell you for sure if your plan will work or not, but this particular case study is looking at a 72-year-old. Older people, on average, tend to have more success in killing themselves in comparison comparison younger people, so unless if you happen to also be an elderly person, this study may not be a good one to go off of.
I'm willing to take the risk, GBL made me unconscious several times years ago, and with 10 or better 15 ml + the nitazene, the benzos and sleeping pills should shut down my respiratory system.
 
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@6o66yx what do you think about this combo? - 15 to 19 gram of ghb with 15mg of clonazepam and 500mg of ketamine IM. bury my face hard down in pillow and try to put garbage bag over my face.

your drugs are over the top. but the amount of sleeping pills and benzo is ridiculously high, i think it is impossible to down it. nitazine with benzo and if you like little bit of sleeping pills or 2 to 3ml of gbl are more than enough.
 
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Do you remember if there are any articles etc on this by any chance?
There are threads about failed N attempts. You can use the search and see if u find any further articles. I don't have links at hand rn.
 
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@6o66yx what do you think about this combo? - 15 to 19 gram of ghb with 15mg of clonazepam and 500mg of ketamine IM. bury my face hard down in pillow and try to put garbage bag over my face.

your drugs are over the top. but the amount of sleeping pills and benzo is ridiculously high, i think it is impossible to down it. nitazine with benzo and if you like little bit of sleeping pills or 2 to 3ml of gbl are more than enough.
Can't help out with the ket, don't know enough about that substance.

I would swap the ket and order 1g of isotonitazene and dissolve it in 50ml DMSO, it's legal and cheap, you can buy it online. For the nitazene, you can buy it on archetyp market for 180$ per gram I think.

Dissolve it and then shoot it up the bumhole with a syringe which fits 60ml, but without a needle of course.

It's just my advice for being on the real safe side.
 
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Also, I found this article where someone died from just taking 90mg of zopiclone:


And with my planned use of multiple substances, the sleeping pills will be just one part to amplify the toxicity

Isotonitazene, which is 10-50x stronger than fentanyl, will be inserted rectally which has almost the same Bio- availability as shooting it into a vein. This is the main component, the second one being 10ml GBL and the rest is just for amplifying.

ondansetron is one of the strongest antiemetics, and I have 13 melting tabs with 8mg per tab. This should be enough to prevent puking before passing out into a deep coma, and if I puke then I'll just choke on that while being unconscious. I shouldn't survive this, the isotonitazene and GBL alone will affect my breathing ability heavily.
Let me interject my two cents that are probably absolutely worthless but the man who succeeded was 72 so his body was already shot. He had no liver to speak of. And older people are almost always far more successful because their bodies are broken down. It's going to take probably 7 times that much to kill someone under the age of 40 if it works at all. I've have overdosed so many times I lost count at did three stints in state hospitals. (You have to be really bad to get in there like they can't stop you kinda bad. Like tried numerous times) it's why I've slowed my roll and another reason I moved across country. I have no record in this side of the country lol but you're just purchasing a one way trip to the psych ward taking sleeping pills
 
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Do you remember if there are any articles etc on this by any chance?
There may be some outside of SaSu. I know there are anecdotal recounts here within SaSu. Just search out "N", or "Nembutal", along with the word "failure". I don't think it's common.
 
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There may be some outside of SaSu. I know there are anecdotal recounts here within SaSu. Just search out "N", or "Nembutal", along with the word "failure". I don't think it's common.
Okay yeah I've found some but it looks like in those cases the method failed either because the person was discovered early or because the person didn't follow the protocol. Phew. I'm still sticking with N then.
 
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Okay yeah I've found some but it looks like in those cases the method failed either because the person was discovered early or because the person didn't follow the protocol. Phew. I'm still sticking with N then.
Must be really nice to have N, even with the outside chance of a failure. I'd take that risk any day, all day.
 
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Must be really nice to have N, even with the outside chance of a failure. I'd take that risk any day, all day.
Must be nice, yes. I still have to travel to buy it. I am fairly optimistic I'll be able to buy it without problem though - I literally have one long ass trip planned specifically for this purpose haha. I've always wanted to die in my sleep, even when I wasn't thinking about ctb-ing. So N seems like the perfect option.
 
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Must be nice, yes. I still have to travel to buy it. I am fairly optimistic I'll be able to buy it without problem though - I literally have one long ass trip planned specifically for this purpose haha. I've always wanted to die in my sleep, even when I wasn't thinking about ctb-ing. So N seems like the perfect option.
Oh shoot, I thought you had it for some reason. Still, if you can get it, that would be ideal. Although, I guess, you'd have to use it there since it might be dangerous to try and bring it back. Yeah, that's how N can deliver you - in your sleep. About as close to ideal as you can get, at least for those of us who want a peaceful, pain-free ending.
 
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Oh shoot, I thought you had it for some reason. Still, if you can get it, that would be ideal. Although, I guess, you'd have to use it there since it might be dangerous to try and bring it back. Yeah, that's how N can deliver you - in your sleep. About as close to ideal as you can get, at least for those of us who want a peaceful, pain-free ending.
Oh yes, I have zero reasons to go back - whatever country I end up buying it, I will ctb there. Will probably travel to a different city though, farther away from the city I buy it in. I am not certain what will be more difficult - buying N or coping with the nasty taste. I kind of suspect it'll be the taste :)
 
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It's best to stay away from sleeping pills, I've seen someone lose their legs because of them.
 
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I would swap the ket and order 1g of isotonitazene and dissolve it in 50ml DMSO, it's legal and cheap, you can buy it online. For the nitazene, you can buy it on archetyp market for 180$ per gram I think.
i will if i can. i don't want to risk my life with international orders on darkweb.
 
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