For me, I'm not sure I ever enjoyed my hobbies because I was always experiencing them alone. They were just things to fill the time and technically mask my misery by helping distract me... but I never truly enjoyed hobbies that I tried to have.
Now I find myself not even wanting to use a hobby for distraction, because I'm too self-aware of what I'm doing... not enjoying them, just filling time... and I'd rather just be honest and not waste the money and just experience the time organically and suffer however I'm going to suffer.