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DominionMinion

Member
Nov 11, 2021
31
I'm a dumbass and tired. Can someone tell me what shop to go to to buy SN or some other painless toxin? I'm going to use BBQs as well.
I rent a room with an en-suite that has a shower.
I want to seal my bedroom door with duct-tape, then my bathroom door with duct tape, then my ensuite extractor vent with duct-tape and some kind of plastic. Then I want to get into the shower with SN, painkillers, sick bowl and 2 BBQs, and duct tape the shower and just below the taps with a large sheet of light plastic. Duct tape the doors as well. Should I leave my bedroom window open to let any gasses escape? Or just leave everything sealed? I'll put up signs on my shower door, ensuite door and bedroom door. I am worried about killing someone else though or have a taken enough precautions? My main question though is how do I what shop to go to to buy SN or some other painless toxin? Wasn't there that bleach japanese people were using?
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
I dunno how the hell you're gonna manage to fit even just 1 BBQ (let alone 2) into a hotel room en-suite, especially without staff knowing. Trying to CTB yourself with both SN as well as gasses is just overkill. My suggestion is to go with 1 of 2 routes, either the SN route or the gasses route.

The gasses route I'm not so familiar with so you best ask someone else, but you might have an easier time getting a tent you can seal up tight and camp in the middle of nowhere.

For SN I don't think you'll be able to find it in a shop in the UK so easily. Best chance would be to order it online from the right place and hopefully avoid it getting stuck/seized by customs. Another thing to also keep in mind wherever you order from is the purity of the SN, you ideally want 95% or higher (I think? Can't remember). Also antimetics are more important than painkillers (painkillers are optional) since antimetics are what will help prevent you from vomiting, and you want to get enough SN to make 1-2 spare glasses just in case if you do vomit.
 
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DominionMinion

Member
Nov 11, 2021
31
I dunno how the hell you're gonna manage to fit even just 1 BBQ (let alone 2) into a hotel room en-suite, especially without staff knowing. Trying to CTB yourself with both SN as well as gasses is just overkill. My suggestion is to go with 1 of 2 routes, either the SN route or the gasses route.

The gasses route I'm not so familiar with so you best ask someone else, but you might have an easier time getting a tent you can seal up tight and camp in the middle of nowhere.

For SN I don't think you'll be able to find it in a shop in the UK so easily. Best chance would be to order it online from the right place and hopefully avoid it getting stuck/seized by customs. Another thing to also keep in mind wherever you order from is the purity of the SN, you ideally want 95% or higher (I think? Can't remember). Also antimetics are more important than painkillers (painkillers are optional) since antimetics are what will help prevent you from vomitying, and you want to get enough SN to make 1-2 spare glasses just in case if you do vomit.
Nothing wrong with overkill here...
You got no idea where I can get SN and anti-emetics OTC? I've found out that people are a bit freaked because don't know want to get sued....idk can you tell me in code or something, I feel this site is pretty pointless tbh
 
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NoHorizon

A pig in a cage on antibiotics
Nov 22, 2022
386
I'm not familiar with the CO method so can't answer those questions, but with regards to SN it is a controlled substance in the UK (as a listed poison) and therefore while it isn't illegal to sell/own, you won't be able to buy it from a shop. Someone else may correct me, but I'm not aware of any other readily available painless toxins.
 
WH101

WH101

Member
Nov 3, 2020
15
I've looked for sn I'm the UK as I don't have the courage to order online out of fear I'd get caught, it's proven impossible for myself to find it fullstop in the UK, I've even asked some seedy less desirable people but to no avail
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
Nothing wrong with overkill here...
You got no idea where I can get SN and anti-emetics OTC? I've found out that people are a bit freaked because don't know want to get sued....idk can you tell me in code or something, I feel this site is pretty pointless tbh
I dunno if you can get anti-emetics OTC, any that you can are likely not gonna be as strong as prescription based ones. Try telling your GP that you've been vomiting after being driven for long periods of time, and say that you've tried all the tricks listed in this link and that they don't work (https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/motion-sickness/). They usually give anti-emetics to help treat vomiting caused from motion sickness.

SN sadly I don't know any direct sources to help you since I've never tried getting it myself, but I've read others from the UK being able to get it from someone/something called IC. If you have enough posts to private message, send a private message to someone who has gotten SN from IC before.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
YHou really can't use charcoal for this, the smoke will get overwhelming and drive you out. The way the charcoal method works is you light the charcoals outside and wait until they're not smoking and then bring them indoors- this does not seem possible to do in a hotel room without being seen, you could get in serious trouble for this, it might be called attempted arson or reckless endangerment of other's lives. I would not do this in a hotel room at all.
 

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