CoolGuy9
Mage
- Mar 5, 2019
- 524
Sometimes I just feel like shit and I don't know how to make the pain go away so I just accept that I will now suffer. I'm sure you can see why I want to do something about it.
Sarainia Angelsong
Female, Earth, Depressed
- Mar 7, 2019
- 58
I dunno, all I know is suicide for me is very soon, and I'm finalizing my plans on how I'm gonna end it all... honestly if I knew how to cope I would be able to help you but truth is I'm gonna be Hanging myself within a 6 week window at some point!
GeorgeJL
Enlightened
- Mar 7, 2019
- 1,621
CoolGuy9
Mage
- Mar 5, 2019
- 524
FTL.Wanderer
Enlightened
- May 31, 2018
- 1,782
I wouldn't be here if I knew how to cope effectively. For now, I withdraw from society as much as possible and use my crutch--sugar--to distract myself. This is becoming less and less effective, especially as I get older b/c I see how our culture treats old people. So JUST getting older, unless you're wealthy or have an excellent support system, is itself a big life stress. Worse, it becomes more and more stressful instead of less stressful over time.
Do you have a distraction that works for you? I had a therapist who encouraged my sugar addiction because, she said, it kept me alive. The irony, man.
CoolGuy9
Mage
- Mar 5, 2019
- 524
Taking a walk is my most therapeutic thing I do as it let's me get some fresh air and minor exercise. Also something that I have been doing since I was a teen when my mind went to shit. Other then that, I eat, watch youtube and play games.
The fuck? Well okay then.
I have a few distractions, but not ones that are good enough. I mainly wanted to see if others have any that could work for me.
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Pepega
Betaman
- Mar 2, 2019
- 101
The periods when I didn't thought of suicide and just accepted my fate were easier, but the thoughts never go away, every time something bad happens they come right back at you, even if i want to accept life as it is I can't, can't plan anything because of this.
