Jon Arbuckle
This can’t be fixed anymore
- Jul 23, 2024
- 6
I fucked up really badly yesterday. I told an online friend about my plans to ctb soon, writing several paragraphs of stupid shit I regret really bad.
I regret it, I feel like I demanded too much of them and I should have just kept my mouth shut about it. I ended up just stressing them out really bad. They begged me not to do it, and one thing they said that really stuck out to me is that if I killed myself, they would feel partially to blame.
I think I've asked too much of this person, I've vented and whined about my life so much to this person and now they're just incredibly tired and frustrated.
I feel really awful about this. they've done literally nothing wrong to me, they've only ever tried to be supportive to me so it wouldn't make any sense for them to feel like it was their fault. I haven't said anything since then, I don't know how to make them feel better.
Is there anything I can say to convince them that it wasn't their fault? should I just stop messaging them and avoid digging a deeper hole for myself? I could really use some advice.
I regret it, I feel like I demanded too much of them and I should have just kept my mouth shut about it. I ended up just stressing them out really bad. They begged me not to do it, and one thing they said that really stuck out to me is that if I killed myself, they would feel partially to blame.
I think I've asked too much of this person, I've vented and whined about my life so much to this person and now they're just incredibly tired and frustrated.
I feel really awful about this. they've done literally nothing wrong to me, they've only ever tried to be supportive to me so it wouldn't make any sense for them to feel like it was their fault. I haven't said anything since then, I don't know how to make them feel better.
Is there anything I can say to convince them that it wasn't their fault? should I just stop messaging them and avoid digging a deeper hole for myself? I could really use some advice.