How do i commit suicide when i was even scared reading the resources available in this forum?

[GrantMyWish]

Fml.im trapped.i could only hope that i dont wake up from my sleep..what should i do

 

[CelestialSky]

I know feeling trapped is such a scary feeling. But don't push yourself to do anything if you're not ready. Take some time with your thoughts, you don't need make any decisions right now.

 

[SinisterKid]

So what was so scary that you read here? I have found the vast majority of resources to be informative and helpful, certainly not scary. A lot of the methods mentioned are not for me, but that does not make them scary.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

scary is only the things you make scary, everyone has their own desires in life, everyone has their own horrors in life, find your desire, find your comfort and fear will never be a factor

 

[Dawn0071111]

I understand how you feel. Most ppl have a method they feel close to. Like you, it sounds like your not wanting a painful death which is the case for many, but then there is the fact that even if you find a peaceful, quick and painless way to go- you still must execute the action yourself. We do have suvival instinct, and usually when our pain becomes greater, is when one has the greatest chance for suicide success. Otherwise, we wait for that wave and hope it comes at an opportune time. But yeah, its an awful feeling. Not wanting to live but still apprehension the of death. ...

 

[calendulo]

That's exagerated. In this place, resources does not scary, quite the opposite.
If you are saying partial hanging, is same than you are saying erotical asphyxation or something like that. This method does not scary so much..........unless to me. I did believe people doing full hanging, but I did not read nothing about. Nobody does full hanging, and I am glad about.

Anyways, here does not scary anything.......and that is good. This place makes more human.

 

[justanotherday]

So what was so scary that you read here? I have found the vast majority of resources to be informative and helpful, certainly not scary. A lot of the methods mentioned are not for me, but that does not make them scary.

I can tell you as a survivor of two attempts, it is scary. Scary in that if one survives like I did, there are numerous terrible things that could happen. Two terrible things happened to me: financially I got screwed because I was put in a psych. hospital and ended up with a big bill because my insurance is horrible and hardly paid anything. And , now I have some breathing trouble from carbon mon.poisoning. I still want to die and am angry to still be here on the planet. But, now I am terrified to ever make any more attempt for fear I would survive again. So, I just feel trapped here on this earth.

Fml.im trapped.i could only hope that i dont wake up from my sleep..what should i do

I feel the same way!

 

[Taki]

Fml.im trapped.i could only hope that i dont wake up from my sleep..what should i do

If you found it scary maybe you shouldn't be reading things here. Have you tried getting help for your problem first?

 

[Codieb1]

I totally understand, I find almost all of the resources here scary, except N, and only N. I think you just gotta find the method you're most comfortable with.

 

[Pistolero114]

Same as I tell my students...... practice practice practice.....and by that I mean You read that resources over and over and over again. Until it no longer frightens you to read the words. Another technic is called "Flooding". You expose yourself to as much as can possibly absorb at one time. This has one of two possible outcomes: 1) You are tempered by the fires you walked through to gain courage. 2) You have a psychotic epsiode so large you're confined for physical life in a place which causes most folks to die.

If you're reading this as I do then it's really a win win. Think about it.

 

[GrantMyWish]

Same as I tell my students...... practice practice practice.....and by that I mean You read that resources over and over and over again. Until it no longer frightens you to read the words. Another technic is called "Flooding". You expose yourself to as much as can possibly absorb at one time. This has one of two possible outcomes: 1) You are tempered by the fires you walked through to gain courage. 2) You have a psychotic epsiode so large you're confined for physical life in a place which causes most folks to die.

If you're reading this as I do then it's really a win win. Think about it.

Students?you teach people how to die?

 

[ImSorryEmma]

you gotta have balls like this Indian Man here:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...nute-tutorial-on-how-to-commit-suicide.18062/
but for real don't push yourself if you're not ready you have plenty of time, find methods you can first of all actually pull off and practice them if you can, if your SI kicks in on your first try that is to be expected, keep practicing the method that feels works best for you, and then when you are truly ready you will have no fear whatsoever.

 

[Pistolero114]

Students?you teach people how to die?

No; I instructed musically. Violin; guitars of various flavors and piano/organ. Although you raise a valid point even if unknowingly. What if there were a central collective of instructions each according to their education/experience. It certainly warrants further discussion/think tank approach. Very good catch.

 

[Soul]

@GrantMyWish, I know that feeling. I second @Taki's idea that maybe you can take that as an indicator that it's not time for you to be reading about methods. Are there other approaches you can try? The methods will always be here if you need them.

If you're sure, though ... I read recently about a technique for "rebranding" anxiety as excitement. It's all adrenalin, after all. "I'm so excited to read about partial suspension!" "It's very exhilarating to read about all these methods!" "I can't wait to find out what SN is!" And so on. It sounds a bit stupid but I can imagine it working as a form of self-hypnosis.

And remember that you're just reading. That doesn't commit you to anything.

Do you want to tell us about what brought you here? We're very good listeners. x

 

[clarelively]

Don't rush yourself, read it when you're ready, do it when you're ready. And if you change your mind, go for it. There's no rush, really. Maybe you don't actually want to die, you just can't stand living anymore (sorry if that came out offensive?), and that's okay. I've been feeling that too. Take your time, reflect on your life. You can do it. Hugs <3