Discussion How did you know whether you should die or not?

[Ardesevent]

How did know you know whether you should die or not? Is there some sort of sign, or did you just get sick of living?

 

[TheGoodGuy]

A dozen physical and mental illnessess

 

[lizinha]

I tried reaching out, that didn't work. I haven't been happy for most of my live. Growing up with mental illness played a huge role aswell it set me behind alot of good potential opportunities, my future is gone. And even if I wanted to improve I wouldn't been able too. I added good lengthy time to see if anything gets better, it didnt. So at this point I think it's time to go

 

[theguineapigking]

I've been unhappy overall for all of my life. Physical illness. Mental problems. Anxiety. Homeschooled because of this. Then I grew up(21 now) and see how stupid society is. I realized that life is just overrated and don't want to be another mindless drone and wage slave.


I'm sorry you're in pain Ardeservent. Feel free to talk about what's wrong if you'd like. The forum is here for you.

 

[Largeletters]

How I realized the consistency of my feelings and mental illnesses throughout my life.

I don't think I've ever been that happy or the person I've wanted to be. After years of pain and suffering, you come to terms with the fact that suicide is your only option to escape.

 

[popo]

Nihilistic mindset. I'm living a pretty good life RN TBH (better than most people at least) but I feel like life is kinda pointless since we're all going to die anyways.

 

[waterbottleman]

I've been beaten down by life/other people and I have nothing to look forward to in my future.

I have no reason to live and have never had a reason to live my whole life so ending it seems logical to end the pain that I feel every day.

The fact that I know my desire is not based on impulse or irrationality, but that I can give clear headed rational reasons to end it only convinces me more that ending it is the right decision.

 

[Marktheghost]

Left it till I was 30, to give life a chance. Then decided the probability of having enough happiness during the rest of my existence to make all the unhappiness worth it was extremely low, so I'd be better off ending it.