funny enough, it was from tantacrul's video on the forum, watched his videos and particularly liked his video on corporate music and criticism on cowboy chords on the guitar, it was a bit of a surprise to see the thumbnail of the SaSu "exposé" the anime pfp telling you to "do it" on my recommended constantly but i just ignored it up until i decided to give it a look. the guy literally showcased the site's layout, gave it the name "Sorrow Solution" but still kept the double S and even described identifiable slang like CTB in the video. both curiousity and my own suicidality lead me here.