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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I was googling "how to hang yourself properly" and eventually came across a link for SS. I lurked for a day or two then I made an account because I had so many questions. I also ended up changing methods as well. What about you?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,272
By chance, I came across one of the anti choice news articles which did not name this site and then I soon found this place. I was hoping for a quick, easy way to ctb, but since then I have learned how difficult it really is to leave this world, because after all I am still here.
 
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DPJ187

Student
Apr 14, 2022
128
I had to search from pro suicide forums on duckduckgo. Even then it was still not easy, doesn't seem to be many around. Not like what the media are saying.
 
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Talvikki

Elementalist
Nov 18, 2021
860
I searched information about n on google. I already knew a lot thanks to the pph and last will. But still learned a lot here.
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
825
I was looking for a place like SS and I knew that Google wouldn't readily give me this site so I used duckduckgo like the poster above. I didn't know this site existed (so I couldn't put in Sanctioned Suicide as a key word). I can't remember what key words I used, but I basically told the search engine, "I want to die and "people like me" (it was something like that). And here I am!
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,522
I already knew it existed after reading news articles and Reddit posts about it, I just Googled for the URL since no one would give that to me.
 
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its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
Was on lostallhope, saw a mention of the PPH, had never heard of that so looked it up, found a place to download it free, somehow found this site during all that… don't quite remember exactly how. Didn't lurk long before making an account, I had a lot of questions. Came for the info, stayed for the morbid suicide jokes.
 
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Siterfau

Member
Mar 7, 2022
46
I think I saw a mention of the r/sanctionedsuicide subreddit somewhere on Reddit. Put that name into the search engine, and that's how I found this site.
 
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VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
Was just randomly googling in a really dark headspace (happens often these days) and then here I was.

I made an account but didn't browse the forum much until November of last year.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
I was looking for a transcript of the poem from the second to last episode of Bojack Horseman. Apparently someone on SS posted it.

It's true what they say about Netflix being one of the biggest suicide encouragers. If the Fixers actually cared about taking down entities that encouraged suicide, they'd be trying to get Netflix shut down. ;)
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,256
I googled "pro-choice suicide forums".
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Someone on the suicide_watch subreddit dm'd me this site when I asked her on her thread what it was. So sick of that subreddit with all the platitudes and glad I found a judgment free place here.

I just wish it didn't have to come to this.
 
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BrokenBliss

BrokenBliss

Invisible. Apparently.
Jan 11, 2022
522
NYT article. Google was useless.
 
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unkuto

Student
Mar 13, 2022
132
Friend of my friend killed himself with "mixture of pills" and he found it online. I used a Tor and DuckDuckGo to try to search what exactly he used and overall searching for any methods. Took me a while but I eventually I end up here.
 
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western_heart

trying to save ourself
May 23, 2021
622
saw the name of the site mentioned on discord a year ago, finally worked up the courage to sign up a few weeks after.
 
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Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
813
Interesting question, honestly can't even remember. I think it was googling methods or trying to find a copy of pph that got me here.
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
Through the NYT article…
 
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its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
I was looking for a transcript of the poem from the second to last episode of Bojack Horseman. Apparently someone on SS posted it.

It's true what they say about Netflix being one of the biggest suicide encouragers. If the Fixers actually cared about taking down entities that encouraged suicide, they'd be trying to get Netflix shut down. ;)
I love Bojack Horseman. It really clicks. I like to rewatch it when I'm relapsing or feeling depressed.

I've never heard it said that Netflix encourages suicide… why do people say that? What kind of shows does it have that people think that of, besides Bojack? I don't use Netflix very much but I'm down for some depressing stuff lol.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,560
By accident. was gooling for information about the exit bag method and stumbled upon SS.
 
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loststar

loststar

Just looking for the way
Apr 18, 2022
56
I was googling about yew tree poisoning as a ctb method and a post from here showed up
 
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Flying Away

A listening ear is better than suffering in silenc
Nov 20, 2021
393
Ironically a group trying to ban SS
 
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710

Member
Dec 19, 2021
51
I came here out of curiosity after reading the NYT article. After lurking for a few days, I realized I had a lot in common with many here.
 
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toxictunes

life is beautiful but not for everyone
Apr 17, 2022
17
a news-magazine in my country made a report about this forum. Thats how i found itšŸ˜‚
 
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ArcherFiles44

Member
Mar 20, 2022
89
I was googling about yew tree poisoning as a ctb method and a post from here showed up
I was seriously considering yew seeds poisoning. Your thoughts? Do prepackaged seeds contain potentcy?
 
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loststar

Just looking for the way
Apr 18, 2022
56
I was seriously considering yew seeds poisoning. Your thoughts? Do prepackaged seeds contain potentcy?
Im not sure about pre packaged, but i live fairly close to a yew tree that is said to be 2000 years old, and i quite like the idea of using from a tree that has most likely been used in the past.
 
BrokenBliss

BrokenBliss

Invisible. Apparently.
Jan 11, 2022
522
I love Bojack Horseman. It really clicks. I like to rewatch it when I'm relapsing or feeling depressed.

I've never heard it said that Netflix encourages suicide… why do people say that? What kind of shows does it have that people think that of, besides Bojack? I don't use Netflix very much but I'm down for some depressing stuff lol.
13 Reasons Why was a big one.
 
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Cynic

Cynic

Everything happens for a reason
Apr 19, 2022
31
Just found this place a few days ago lol, but I've been on r/suicidewatch & similar forums as a spectator for some time. I looked up "suicide forum" on Tordex & eventually wound up here; glad I did as I finally feel at home haha.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
I love Bojack Horseman. It really clicks. I like to rewatch it when I'm relapsing or feeling depressed.

I've never heard it said that Netflix encourages suicide… why do people say that? What kind of shows does it have that people think that of, besides Bojack? I don't use Netflix very much but I'm down for some depressing stuff lol.
I was mostly memeing here but I guess '13 Reasons Why' would be an actual example of something that encourages suicide since it's literally about someone using their suicide to get revenge on people who wronged them. I haven't seen it though so I don't know for sure.
 
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Glowarm

F*ck everyone and everything
Apr 8, 2022
673
I know I found it through Google but I forget what search terms I used.
 

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