how did you choose your method and why?

[PrincessInWhite]

exactly what the title says. please remember not share sources on this thread.

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[Rayzieka]

I've chosen SN because it seems to be the least painful and easiest to overcome SI. (while being affordable)
Before this, I would've taken my chances overdosing on prescription medication while heavily intoxicated/ attempting to bleed out.

 

[PrincessInWhite]

I've chosen SN because it seems to be the least painful and easiest to overcome SI. (while being affordable)
Before this, I would've taken my chances overdosing on prescription medication while heavily intoxicated/ attempting to bleed out.

I do have my own SN but I have read so many deeply conflicting accounts of both the peacefulness and even reliability :\ it sucks because i REALLY want it to work, and I know technically 30-60 minutes of pain is a small price to pay for eternal slumber but I don't think it's too much to ask to want to go out relatively peacefully. You're definitely right about the SI thought, other "quicker" stuff like jumping or a gun or even hanging can just be too much for soome people. I don't think I could jump, I can manage hanging I think (I hope, at least)

 

[lilac]

I've chosen to shoot myself with a shotgun. IMO it's the best method cuz dying instantly will definitely help with overcoming SI and all I'll have to do is pull a trigger. Plus I'm in america so it was easy af to get.

 

[PrincessInWhite]

I've chosen to shoot myself with a shotgun. IMO it's the best method cuz dying instantly will definitely help with overcoming SI and all I'll have to do is pull a trigger. Plus I'm in america so it was easy af to get.

sadly where I am I don't have access :/ I think it would be hard for me to pull the trigger too which is stupid as all everloving fuck considering how badly I want to get out of this hellhole

 

[Rayzieka]

I do have my own SN but I have read so many deeply conflicting accounts of both the peacefulness and even reliability :\ it sucks because i REALLY want it to work, and I know technically 30-60 minutes of pain is a small price to pay for eternal slumber but I don't think it's too much to ask to want to go out relatively peacefully. You're definitely right about the SI thought, other "quicker" stuff like jumping or a gun or even hanging can just be too much for soome people. I don't think I could jump, I can manage hanging I think (I hope, at least)

From what I've seen theres only mild discomfort before you pass out, or a little bit of vomiting before you knock out and if you've done it right and arent found for about 4 hours you're guaranteed to ctb. But that's just what I've seen here.

 

[PrincessInWhite]

From what I've seen theres only mild discomfort before you pass out, or a little bit of vomiting before you knock out and if you've done it right and arent found for about 4 hours you're guaranteed to ctb. But that's just what I've seen here.

I have seen a few where the agony was so bad they called the ambulance and gave up :/ i'm not saying this to knock you or tthe method or anything at all, there are just as many and maybe more who went peacefully i'm sure, i just have obsessed over this method and found conflicting "evidence" (I say it with quotations because its really all heresay) regarding peacefulness and survival

 

[The Lonely]

It has changed as I became aware of pros and cons of each one….

From gas moved to gas plus meds and now I'll try N …
(Bought SN just in case of "emergency", sort of)….

 

[SelmaJezkova10]

Slitting my wrists, although it is not the best method, it is the only one left. I could hang myself, but it gives me a lot of panic.

 

[PrincessInWhite]

Slitting my wrists, although it is not the best method, it is the only one left. I could hang myself, but it gives me a lot of panic.

hugs, be very careful wiith this one. it's hard to overcome the pain and SI enough to go deep enough. sending love <3

 

[Partial-Elf]

I have collected a few: shotgun, SN plus meto, and hanging. I'm going with partial hanging because it's lights out in fifteen seconds or less if you've got it dialed in and I'm not metal enough for the shotgun

 

[PrincessInWhite]

I have collected a few: shotgun, SN plus meto, and hanging. I'm going with partial hanging because it's lights out in fifteen seconds or less if you've got it dialed in and I'm not metal enough for the shotgun

I have only collected the SN and partial and I'm leaning towards partial as well for the exact reason you stated. I'm also sort of considering shallow water blackout, but it seems hard to get right, at least to me. I can't get myself to pass out enough to fall. I have practiced and got the sweet spot and had to stand up instantly because I was fading QUICK. I guess I'm just stuck on the logistics of it now, because I practiced in a place I can't actually CTB so I have to find a new location not in my home and where I can't be found, At least I got the noose and the spot right, I suppose

 

[deathisnear]

I've chosen to shoot myself with a shotgun. IMO it's the best method cuz dying instantly will definitely help with overcoming SI and all I'll have to do is pull a trigger. Plus I'm in america so it was easy af to get.

I am doing the exact same thing with the exact same reasons in mind. Hopefully it's instant, it was easy to get for me too. I'm looking so forward to it.

 

[lilac]

I am doing the exact same thing with the exact same reasons in mind. Hopefully it's instant, it was easy to get for me too. I'm looking so forward to it.

I'm really banking on the instant part, ive read the guide on here but I'm still very worried about missing the brainstem. Also I'll probably place down a tarp to make sure I dont stain my carpet

 

[deathisnear]

I'm really banking on the instant part, ive read the guide on here but I'm still very worried about missing the brainstem. Also I'll probably place down a tarp to make sure I dont stain my carpet

You and me both, I am also banking on the instant part. While it should be fool proof, the damn SI says "don't miss the brainstem", I am putting it in my mouth and eating it, from what I read, it seemed like the best option to instantly go up through the brainstem. Let's hope, I'm banking on it too, I'm going to do it outside so no tarp for me.

 

[xkonstantinexx]

I'm inclined towards SN because of how easily available the materials are but I am concerned with the 'gasping of air' phase that I've seen in some of the documentation here.

Night-night is another method that I'm contemplating but I worry about my SI kicking in at the last minute.

 

[motel rooms]

Slitting my wrists, although it is not the best method

I'm sorry, but your method is really painful & ineffective
I assume you're from a Slavic country, can't you order SN from Poland?

 

[Legalizemybody]

I've chosen to shoot myself with a shotgun. IMO it's the best method cuz dying instantly will definitely help with overcoming SI and all I'll have to do is pull a trigger. Plus I'm in america so it was easy af to get.

I've thought about this but my arms are so short . And I am not very strong so the chances of me even hitting myself with the bullet might be iffy. It would be my preferred method though.

 

[lilac]

I've thought about this but my arms are so short . And I am not very strong so the chances of me even hitting myself with the bullet might be iffy. It would be my preferred method though.

That really shouldn't stop you unless you're unusually small. I'm 5'3 and i can do it easy by getting on my knees and putting the gun between my legs. I was worried about reaching and being strong too but once you're actually holding the gun it's pretty intuitive.

 

[Legalizemybody]

5'0exactly. That's reassuring.

 

[MYStERY_Man]

exactly what the title says. please remember not share sources on this thread.

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Partial suspension. I can't handle the anticipation of longer acting methods and I wouldn't like to make a mess.

 

[ReadyForIt]

My method is a 1911 .45 ACP.
I'm planning on taking aspirin on the day and the day before to facilitate bleeding out in case I miss the brain stem. Then once I'm ready I'll put a bullet in each thigh, hoping to sever at least one, if not both my femoral arteries. Then I'll aim for the heart, and finally if the pain is too much from all that, I'll shoot behind my ear, going for the brainstem.

I live in America so it was easy to get a handgun. The idea of using a shotgun is terrifying to me, considering how loud and powerful they are. I know it doesn't make sense but I'm just not inclined to go that route. Other methods like jumping and hanging are also daunting to me. As far as N and SN are concerned, I'm not interested in going through the hassle of obtaining crypto and hoping it isn't a scam or going to get seized in the mail. Although N or F intravenously would be my ideal method.

 

[Bedrock48]

My current main method is CO via charcoal. I've chosen it because it means I don't have to injest any kind of poison and should be pretty peaceful. I've also chosen it since it's the best thing I have easy access too. I'm going to have a double stat dose of my sleep medication anyway to ease the process, nowhere near enough to cause any bad side effects but enough to knock me out.

 

[Solar1703]

I gonna ctb by full suspension hanging, sooner or later. I need some time to think over again.

 

[poisonedminds]

im going to do the amitriptyline cocktail, but always keeping shallow water drowning in the back of my head.

 

[loopylou]

SN still. Just gotta get it right this time. Why? Cheap, peaceful. I found it easy to obtain

 

[PrincessInWhite]

It has changed as I became aware of pros and cons of each one….

From gas moved to gas plus meds and now I'll try N …
(Bought SN just in case of "emergency", sort of)….

Did you get your N? Where are you located if you don't mind my asking?

I'm inclined towards SN because of how easily available the materials are but I am concerned with the 'gasping of air' phase that I've seen in some of the documentation here.

Night-night is another method that I'm contemplating but I worry about my SI kicking in at the last minute.

The gasping thing is often after the person loses consciousness and can happen with literally any method because it's a result of the brain losing oxygen. I am
However concerned about the terrible headache and vomiting/GI pain I hear about :/ and same about night night not to mention it's much harder to get right than it seems tbh

Partial suspension. I can't handle the anticipation of longer acting methods and I wouldn't like to make a mess.

This is what I'm leaning towards as well, also because it's predictable and has a good success rate if you follow the directions and can avoid being found

My method is a 1911 .45 ACP.
I'm planning on taking aspirin on the day and the day before to facilitate bleeding out in case I miss the brain stem. Then once I'm ready I'll put a bullet in each thigh, hoping to sever at least one, if not both my femoral arteries. Then I'll aim for the heart, and finally if the pain is too much from all that, I'll shoot behind my ear, going for the brainstem.

I live in America so it was easy to get a handgun. The idea of using a shotgun is terrifying to me, considering how loud and powerful they are. I know it doesn't make sense but I'm just not inclined to go that route. Other methods like jumping and hanging are also daunting to me. As far as N and SN are concerned, I'm not interested in going through the hassle of obtaining crypto and hoping it isn't a scam or going to get seized in the mail. Although N or F intravenously would be my ideal method.

That's exactly why I didn't get N. I was able to get SN easily not using dark net or crypto but I don't understand crypto and the dark net at all and Jhst like you said I don't wanna deal with it getting seized or worse, them showing up on my door

My current main method is CO via charcoal. I've chosen it because it means I don't have to injest any kind of poison and should be pretty peaceful. I've also chosen it since it's the best thing I have easy access too. I'm going to have a double stat dose of my sleep medication anyway to ease the process, nowhere near enough to cause any bad side effects but enough to knock me out.

The one thing stopping me from thay is if you fail you don't know if you did damage right away and I would be beside myself waiting weeks-months to see if damage was done, my ocd couldn't take it. It does sound peaceful but i just couldn't take the chance with my anxiety

SN still. Just gotta get it right this time. Why? Cheap, peaceful. I found it easy to obtain

Ive heard varying conflicting stories about the peaceful level. I really want it to be nice and peaceful, I have some myself, but I'm not convinced enough to make it my
Number one sadly

 

[LADY007]

exactly what the title says. please remember not share sources on this thread.

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I have SN, Nitrogen tank/hood and a gun. Ruled out the gun..too easy to lose the proper aim and survive maimed. Leaning toward Nitro/hood.

 

[again_noidea]

i will take 600mg of Morphin into my anal cavity.

 

[Bedrock48]

The one thing stopping me from thay is if you fail you don't know if you did damage right away and I would be beside myself waiting weeks-months to see if damage was done, my ocd couldn't take it. It does sound peaceful but i just couldn't take the chance with my anxiety

Yeah, the potential for long term damage does worry me a bit. If I fail or back out I will call for an ambulance immediately which will hopefully make complications less likely. My other methods are hanging and jumping so it doesn't bother me as much, I've kinda accepted the possibility and decided the risk/reward ratio isn't too bad.

If i was to attempt again I'm going to do everything I can to successfully ctb since I'm getting very tired of the cycle of failed attempts. Plus I won't be around to suffer any messy complications.