I don't wanna die, but i also don't want to be here for a while, i'm so tired, my depression and social anxiety ruined my life, i don't have any friends, my boyfriend of 5 years left me 2 months ago saying that he was tired, and that my depression and suicidal thoughts was ruining his life, he left and 1 month later he is already with another girl and he looks so much happier. He was my only friend, and now i lost him too, i try to talk about this with other people in my life but they always accuse me of being manipulative or an attention seeker.
I don't wanna die, i want some time out, i'm by myself, i tried to make New friends but nothing works, my whole life i was neglected and lonely
My plan is to put myself into a coma but making it look like an accident, i don't want people thinking that i just did for attention, but i don't know how to do It, i need some rest, therapy is not working at all
Sorry for my poor english
I don't wanna die, i want some time out, i'm by myself, i tried to make New friends but nothing works, my whole life i was neglected and lonely
My plan is to put myself into a coma but making it look like an accident, i don't want people thinking that i just did for attention, but i don't know how to do It, i need some rest, therapy is not working at all
Sorry for my poor english
