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Xraydav

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Feb 28, 2019
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I attempted partial suspension the other day but every time I leaned forward and I got dizzy, lightheaded and start to shake and couldn't help but stand up. Does it sound like I did everything right I terms of the set up if I got dizzy, lightheaded and start to shake? How can I fight the impulse to stand next time?
 
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TristanReveur

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May 20, 2019
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Hi, Xraydav. It looks like you don't want to die. And I think this is very good news for you, isn't it?
 
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chrijo

chrijo

done
Feb 8, 2019
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You need a strong will to do this. But yes, I think you're doing it right.
 
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21Neberg

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I attempted partial suspension the other day but every time I leaned forward and I got dizzy, lightheaded and start to shake and couldn't help but stand up. Does it sound like I did everything right I terms of the set up if I got dizzy, lightheaded and start to shake? How can I fight the impulse to stand next time?

Still trying to figure this out myself. Though statistics say there's 25 failed attempts for every successful one... perhaps we need to continue trying?
 
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Mogley26

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Apr 10, 2019
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I attempted partial suspension the other day but every time I leaned forward and I got dizzy, lightheaded and start to shake and couldn't help but stand up. Does it sound like I did everything right I terms of the set up if I got dizzy, lightheaded and start to shake? How can I fight the impulse to stand next time?
Standing is the survival instinct. The strongest instinct of all. For me it doesn't mean I don't want to die, it's just the strongest instinct ever. I don't know you so I don't know how you think about SI. Do you want to end it but this gets on the way?
 
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Xraydav

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Feb 28, 2019
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Standing is the survival instinct. The strongest instinct of all. For me it doesn't mean I don't want to die, it's just the strongest instinct ever. I don't know you so I don't know how you think about SI. Do you want to end it but this gets on the way?
Yes I think SI is my problem and I'd like to go soon. Any suggestions on how to get around it?
 
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soda_pressed

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
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Perhaps alcohol? I tried with partial but couldn't even get past hearing a weird noise in my ears.
 
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SomebodyBroken

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May 6, 2019
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Perhaps alcohol? I tried with partial but couldn't even get past hearing a weird noise in my ears.
tinnitus is pressure. when I tried and heard it - I stopped. It turns out it was wrong?

Still trying to figure this out myself. Though statistics say there's 25 failed attempts for every successful one... perhaps we need to continue trying?
Yeah, try to succeed at least in this (as you can seriously then hear "you can do anything," when you can not even lose consciousness) xD
about 25 unsuccessful for 1 successful, I think statistics is lying. too, we have individual physical bodies, and we do not tell our attempts to others, do we not? it turns out the statistics are not quite accurate.
 
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Mogley26

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Yes I think SI is my problem and I'd like to go soon. Any suggestions on how to get around it?
For me maybe full suspension is only way. I really don't know.
 
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SomebodyBroken

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May 6, 2019
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For me maybe full suspension is only way. I really don't know.
try hyperventilation. if there is a body of water(i dk. sea\ocean\river) nearby - may be sufficient, and this.
 
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SomebodyBroken

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May 6, 2019
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What are signs your doing it right then?
loss of consciousness? blurred vision (peace method, well)?
we must wait for specialists who are still with us ... (it sounds strange, because to be an expert in this means not being with us). well, except biologists or doctors can be help :)
 
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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
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I felt good, like if had won a game. I was so happy I even posted a picture here on SS and a mate got the meta information from the picture revealing location and source, I asked him to please remove it , because I felt I would loose my only source of N, so after feeling very good I felt so bad , then location and image was removed , and I was relieved , that day I only got 1 bottle because there was only 1 in stock

Went a three weeks later and pick my second bottle. Im comfortable with then in my fridge.
 
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Jen0804

Gone
Feb 24, 2019
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It sounds as though you came close. The shaking is one of the signs that there's loss of oxygen going to the brain- jerky/ shaking movements lead to seizure like activity after a person loses consciousness

Thinking of you
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
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Currently trying partial as well but having a tough time dealing with the uncomfortableness of the rope crushing my windpipe.
 
Theon

Theon

Experienced
Jun 20, 2019
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I felt good, like if had won a game. I was so happy I even posted a picture here on SS and a mate got the meta information from the picture revealing location and source, I asked him to please remove it , because I felt I would loose my only source of N, so after feeling very good I felt so bad , then location and image was removed , and I was relieved , that day I only got 1 bottle because there was only 1 in stock

Went a three weeks later and pick my second bottle. Im comfortable with then in my fridge.
Did you get the N from A?
 
Ramirez

Ramirez

Criminally insane
Jun 10, 2019
396
Currently trying partial as well but having a tough time dealing with the uncomfortableness of the rope crushing my windpipe.
Same dude doenst hurt but i cant breath good when droppping my full weight in it.
 
dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
Did you get the N from A?
impossible for me, A doesnt ship inside Mexico, had to travel a lot and visit lot of vet shops, I will not disclose the location of where I bought it, why? because its the only place I know I can get N
so I dont want anybody publishing that , and the store stop selling me, it does happen, stores on the pph book stop selling because they probably get lots of people looking for N
 

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