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HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
889
I have a friend where I can send it to but I want to ctb at home, I would prefer it to die in my own room.
Before you say that it is immoral cause my family will see my corpse, I don't care they don't care about my feelings and have mentally hurt me.
Any backpack that I can use to transport it that doesn't look suspicious?
I could use it at night when Everyone sleeps.
 
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pompompurin

pompompurin

girls like us are rotten to the core
Apr 27, 2023
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Maybe like a gym bag or something of that kind?
 
Dying science gal

Dying science gal

Dying science gal
Apr 27, 2023
62
Nitrogen canisters are really big and heavy. You'll need something big, like a hockey bag to transport it.
 
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SoftWorries

Specialist
Feb 22, 2023
331
What excuse can I use to come home with a bag like that?
Any possibility to find a moment when they're not at home? They're going to think you're making a bomb if they see that šŸ˜‚. It'll sit so huge and heavy in the bag it'll be automatic sus.
 
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HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
889
Any possibility to find a moment when they're not at home?
No, my sister is always at home cause she is scared to go outside.
They're going to think you're making a bomb if they see that šŸ˜‚. It'll sit so huge and heavy in the bag it'll be automatic sus.
Not if I have a big enough bag and put things around the cylinder, right?
 
BoredomSeeker

BoredomSeeker

"A black light bulb. The repression of an idea."
May 25, 2023
101
Honestly seems like a near impossible task with how heavy it is, I would heavily consider (assuming you are 100% sure about your decision) to CTB somewhere else where your family isn't present because this could lead to you losing your setup and getting found out.
 
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FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
1,551
Forget it mate it is not worth attempting if you live with people within a household. All it takes is one nosey family member who decides to have a look through your belongings.

I have abused diet pills for many years and one day my mother just decides to open my parcels because she "wants to see" as I don't order that much stuff and finds my latest bottle. I was never expecting this.

DO NOT BELIEVE YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS RESPECT YOUR PRIVACY. DONT THINK IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN TO YOU.
 
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