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allgoodthanks
Member
- Jul 19, 2024
- 10
I'm really depressed, and this is the 10th year of my depression. It started when I was 16, now I'm 26.
Since I turned 16, not a day went by when I didn't wish to stop living. I have been struggling a lot, and people around me know that I am depressed, my behavior gives all the clue of a suicidal person.
If I arrange stuff for a peaceful ctb, I'm afraid people will get suspicious, they could inform my parents or the police. How can I prevent suspicion and let others know that I'm normal? I'm depressed most of the time and I find it very difficult to enjoy life. Idk what to do.
In fact, this website is the only place in the world which feels like home. I don't feel secluded here and it feels like I'm in caring hands whenever I log on to this site.
Since I turned 16, not a day went by when I didn't wish to stop living. I have been struggling a lot, and people around me know that I am depressed, my behavior gives all the clue of a suicidal person.
If I arrange stuff for a peaceful ctb, I'm afraid people will get suspicious, they could inform my parents or the police. How can I prevent suspicion and let others know that I'm normal? I'm depressed most of the time and I find it very difficult to enjoy life. Idk what to do.
In fact, this website is the only place in the world which feels like home. I don't feel secluded here and it feels like I'm in caring hands whenever I log on to this site.