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WishToBeGood

WishToBeGood

To scared to live and to scared to die
Jul 22, 2023
10
Does anybody know any ways to ctb that are painless and easy? I don't think I can continue living with so much stress and a horrible parent. Even though I moved out, it is still hard for me to not be scared, sad and stressed. Please give me some responses.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,279
I wish there were easy ways to leave this world in a guaranteed and painless way, sadly we exist in a world where suicide is purposely made as difficult as possible for people, it's so horrible to me how there isn't the option to just easily escape from all the suffering. But anyway I hope that you eventually find what you search for, best wishes.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
N but very hard to source if not impossible.
 
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HighFlight

HighFlight

Global mod
Jun 28, 2023
722
If you do your research, you will find a solution that you will feel most comfortable with. But as @FuneralCry has said, it isn't that easy.

Have you explored other options to ease your suffering, for dealing with your mom? Please don't make a decision in haste that you might end up regretting later. Be certain about your decision and plan carefully. Feel free to reach out to me or others in this community if you need someone to talk to.

I wish you all the best and hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
631
Carbon moxide, inert gas or barbiturates
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
Does anybody know any ways to ctb that are painless and easy? I don't think I can continue living with so much stress and a horrible parent. Even though I moved out, it is still hard for me to not be scared, sad and stressed. Please give me some responses.
I'm sorry you're going through such a tough time.

Unfortunately, death isn't supposed to be easy and painless. Despite the fact that it is the ultimate destination for every organism on the planet, everything about our biology works to fight against it. The steps you would need to take to significantly limit the pain are unachievable for most people. For those who do decide to ctb, the decision is usually about what kind of pain they are most willing to endure.

Whats going on with your parent?
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,858
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,585
 
WishToBeGood

WishToBeGood

To scared to live and to scared to die
Jul 22, 2023
10
I'm sorry you're going through such a tough time.

Unfortunately, death isn't supposed to be easy and painless. Despite the fact that it is the ultimate destination for every organism on the planet, everything about our biology works to fight against it. The steps you would need to take to significantly limit the pain are unachievable for most people. For those who do decide to ctb, the decision is usually about what kind of pain they are most willing to endure.

Whats going on with your parent?
My mother is telling me that I should do more for them because as a child she provided basic needs for me. She keeps saying I'm remembering things wrong when I point out a bad thing she's done in the past.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
My mother is telling me that I should do more for them because as a child she provided basic needs for me. She keeps saying I'm remembering things wrong when I point out a bad thing she's done in the past.
That's such a frustrating line of reasoning from your mother. We owe our parents nothing for providing our basic needs as children. That was a responsibility they accepted for bringing us into the world. We have to deal with a lifetime of repercussions for their decisions.

Have you explored ways of trying to overcome the stress from your mother? I know it's not always possible or feasible, but it could be worth a try.
 

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