How can I ctb EASILY with no N, no SN, no guns, and no hanging implements?

[meles_inoris]

Basically I have nothing except household products and dull blades with which to ctb. I live on a second floor apartment so jumping is most likely out of the question. I don't know where the nearest railroad is, and even if I did I live with someone who would notice if I were gone. I'm incredibly desperate. How can I make sure I die? I don't care about the pain,

 

[BeeLoyal]

Basically I have nothing except household products and dull blades with which to ctb. I live on a second floor apartment so jumping is most likely out of the question. I don't know where the nearest railroad is, and even if I did I live with someone who would notice if I were gone. I'm incredibly desperate. How can I make sure I die? I don't care about the pain,

Hey I don't want to interfere with you at all, but please think about at least going peacefully.
Try not rushing into anything, because if you fail you may end up in a worse situation than before.
I don't think it's possible to ctb with these household items, its a bad idea trying anything.
Maybe someone else has ideas to help you out with other ways to (peacefully) ctb? I wish you the best!

 

[StateOfMind]

You can sharpen blunt blades with the bottom of a bowl, find the main arteries in your body and don't get found.

Have you tried google maps for rails?

 

[Living sucks]

I think you've answered your own questions unfortunately. Sorry

 

[Csmith8827]

Get $300 and buy a refresher/debreather.

That's the best device/way to go these days In my opinion. No one knows if it works yet but you could try it.

 

[Living sucks]

Nitrogen or helium with a plastic bag?

 

[ThatsAllFolks]

Get $300 and buy a refresher/debreather.

That's the best device/way to go these days In my opinion. No one knows if it works yet but you could try it.

These really work?

 

[Living sucks]

These really work?

Yet to be proven

 

[MissKatrina]

What does no hanging implements mean to you? Ever looked into the night night method. Haven't heard many positive outcomes of it but it's written encouragingly. Check out the megathread in resources.

 

[meles_inoris]

Get $300 and buy a refresher/debreather.

That's the best device/way to go these days In my opinion. No one knows if it works yet but you could try it.

I literally have no money on me

What does no hanging implements mean to you? Ever looked into the night night method. Haven't heard many positive outcomes of it but it's written encouragingly. Check out the megathread in resources.

I have no belts, and no ropes. On second thought I do have an extension cord, but it's in use

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Forget the extension chord, unless you want to end up as a vegetable.

Can you be more specific as to your living situation?

 

[Living sucks]

I dont mean to sound rude but can you just respect your grandmother for right now and ctb when you're able to be on your own? It would hurt her terribly to find you.

 

[dandan]

Go into a hotel nearby, they usually have rooftops, and you know what to do.... it has to be at least 6 stories high, but choose 10 or more... run, make a jump, and try to fly!!! $0 , you can walk or uber to the hotel / building...


You could do it, any time , today, tomorrow, the next week , no hurry, so is there anything non-criminal you would like to experience before ctbing?

You have the chance now, or you could go into a suicide mission with $0 , go, film with smartphone covid-19 people , ask for charity for your videos, get infected and then jump...

Perhaps you want to think this through... the jumping from altitude option is available everyday.... except in the sea or desert....

But I've been suicidal, I have N in the fridge, a nitrogen filled tank after my first failed attempt, and I could jump from the building at the end of the street.

I'm choosing Testosterone, dianabol, and continue my recovery today. I'll keep my N and Nitrogen just in case. Dont even ask me for anything about that , since they increase restriction avout selling N a while ago.

I get the feeling of ctbing, I relate, if my treatment stops working I'll ctb myself, and my family knows about my decision , but since I'm fine today, its fine , except relationship with my dad, during 20 years he thought it was just me being a coward, asshole he was, my testosterone levels were way below normal range.

Its hell you have no money, no work either? No income? That would fucking hurt me , I have sold candies on the streets for years since I couldn't function as an engineer due to my sickness/condition ... ...

I've seen people go in this site , but also some people have recovered, have they? Well I dont have friends here, because I'm only interested in my squared box way of thinking and I dont like that.. that's it , I dont have friends because I do not have much patience at people .. I have to change that, I'm not interested in people , and I've got to fix that thanks

Take a nap mate, think about other alternatives

 

[Suez]

The Night Night Method I think is something that could work for you. Here is the link. Take a look and see if it is something that could work for you.
Night-Night: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method.6834/

 

[Taraxias]

Yesterday a guy in my town commited suicide .he was tied at his bicycle and fall in the water at the port

 

[Living sucks]

Yesterday a guy in my town commited suicide .he was tied at his bicycle and fall in the water at the port

@joshe ?? Are you still around or could this be you? The bike made me think of you

Location: London to Anywhere
Preferred Method: Jumping off a cliff but flexible on this.
I am planning to get my bike and ride to the south east cliffs, camp out over a nice brew and watch the sun come up, burn my id then jump

Male/28
Looking to leave within a month and wish to take my bike, but if you have a car we can also arrange it
Send me a direct message and we can end this

Edit: Just found out about the rebreather, that looks legit, i may do that instead of the jumping

 

[joshe]

@joshe ?? Are you still around or could this be you? The bike made me think of you

Hello, i'm still alive, i'm not doing the bike thing anymore, it takes too long, tried to order SN but not working..

Running out of options, might ask another UKer to let me borrow some of thiers