How are you holding up?

[nitz]

I am tired, nothing looking forward to.

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

I have no idea how I'm doing. This feels like the first time I've ever truly felt alone with my plans (I usually blab too soon or have this urge to tell people). I'm still going to work, going out with people, interacting as normal. The noise of wanting to CTB is amplified in my head and I feel like I shouldn't tell anyone.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

I feel definitely hopeless and trapped

 

[Miss clefable]

Strangely calm I'm so close now

 

[Smilla]

Hopeless and barely functioning.

Trapped as Caustic said.

 

[samhelloall9]

my anxiety's been through the roof the last week...i got put through a job i don't want due to the floor level and fears of both heights and elevators. elevators because of heights. i'm holding up okay, but i'm just restless and anxious. but that's everyday life for some, they hate being stuck in traffic don't they? ha! :)
i'm coping. i just hope i dont get the job tomorrow. if i do, well i just have to hope time can't move fast enough. but oh well, like everyone else, i'm just passing the time. i mean, what else is there to do but live? haha!

 

[RottingFlowerBrains]

And that's how I'm holding up today. No where near as strong as I have been

 

[RM5998]

I feel definitely hopeless and trapped

Aaaaand your profile picture is rainbow dash with a dose of swag.

There's a punchline there somewhere, I'm sure.

 

[RM5998]

I'm... not holding up, I'd say. Watching Bojack Horseman while pondering your family issues is... not a good idea.

I wonder what I look like to people. I wonder whether I should go into acting because it seems like the happy act is working way too well. I guess the reason it's not been caught is because no one knows any other state of me except the idiotic one I'm in right now.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

Aaaaand your profile picture is rainbow dash with a dose of swag.

There's a punchline there somewhere, I'm sure.

ʎɐpʎɹǝʌǝ pǝǝʍ ǝʞoɯS

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

Took some anti anxiety meds with a couple of beers and started binge-watching Netflix.
I'm a sad piece of crap.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

I am
freakout
meltdown, crazy town
check check ,Atinan
gonna be just fine man

ⓕⓐⓓⓔ ⓕⓐⓓⓔ ⓕⓐⓓⓔ ⓕⓐⓓⓔ ⓒⓗⓘⓛⓛ

 

[Final Escape]

I feel like I can't get going but I have to.

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

I am doing alright I actually have something to look forward too next month.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

I feel like I can't get going but I have to.

thats when I go FUCK IT . LETS DO IT LIVE

 

[throwaway123]

I'm so tired.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

I'm so tired.

cocaine and dubstep

 

[RM5998]

Took some anti anxiety meds with a couple of beers and started binge-watching Netflix.
I'm a sad piece of crap.

Don't binge S05 of Bojack while being sad. I learnt that lesson the hard way by breaking down after free churro.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

Don't binge S05 of Bojack while being sad. I learnt that lesson the hard way by breaking down after free churro.

Too late...

 

[Lizzie S.]

My body is completely fucked from a heroin overdose, so every day is hell. Starting to throw up less and get less frequent migraines so I think I might be improving? Still feel like im dying but whatever. Which is good because I need to be strong enough to be able to kill myself for real this time

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

phantasmagorically

 

[Cherry Crumpet]

Xanax helps. Sometimes. Tolerance is a bitch. I'm pretty sad right now.

 

[voool]

Terribly

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

Shitty but oh well next month I'm gonna completely self destruct when i go back to Florida.

 

[samhelloall9]

I'm feeling sadder knowing I'm being pushed by folks (I'm 24) into taking a Christmas casual job that starts in October if I don't get this full time job also starting October. The point I hate is, it'd disrupt my "free time" to schedule in a CTB. You feel? Nobody probably gets it but I do, besides I do work already in retail, what more do they want. Sigh,

 

[lostinthedream]

Ebbing and flowing, better and worse, up and down .. I feel like a rollercoaster these days

 

[Halvah]

Ebbing and flowing, better and worse, up and down .. I feel like a rollercoaster these days

Thats about the way I feel about it only even the better isn't good.

















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[lostinthedream]

Thats about the way I feel about it only even the better isn't good.

Same here.. sighs softly the soulcrushing continues. I awaken and ask why? thats my eternal question.. and yet it continues..

 

[PatKat]

I have to pack for a trip I take Monday to see my mother and sisters... I dont want to do it though.

 

[dhk96]

Rather than 'how,' it's more like 'why?' Even gravity wants me down.