eternalmelancholy
waiting for the bus
- Mar 24, 2021
- 1,169
Maybe I just don't get it because I'm poor. Life just doesn't seem to be worth it at all. In the past I had delusional fantasies that somehow things will change for the better. But after a certain age you wise up and accept your lot in life.
I think the worst part about life is the never ending humiliation and abuse you have to put up with just to pay the bills. I am not sure why others expect me to be grateful for a shitty life I never asked for.
I wish I could just shut my brain off and go autopilot. Would make ctb'ing much easier or even dealing with the inane drudgery of daily life more bearable.
I think the worst part about life is the never ending humiliation and abuse you have to put up with just to pay the bills. I am not sure why others expect me to be grateful for a shitty life I never asked for.
I wish I could just shut my brain off and go autopilot. Would make ctb'ing much easier or even dealing with the inane drudgery of daily life more bearable.