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Whiskey19

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Nov 28, 2024
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Just too worried that it would be excruciatingly painful. Just pushing on my temple with my finger hurts.

I'm planning legal physician assisted. But it's in another country so far away. And I'm not even sure what to do. Just get a plane ticket to Belgium and then go to any primary care doctor?

Wish I was brave enough to get things done myself.
 
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roommate

roommate

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Feb 14, 2025
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You can't just MAID in the Netherlands or Belgium.
You need to be a citizen and even then they are very strict.
 
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I personally wish I had access to a gun to do it with. As far as I know it is instant and painless when you pull the trigger. Guns in my country are hard to come by, there are strict rules here in Canada. MAID Is also very hard to get qualified for.
 
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Hotsackage

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I personally wish I had access to a gun to do it with. As far as I know it is instant and painless when you pull the trigger. Guns in my country are hard to come by, there are strict rules here in Canada. MAID Is also very hard to get qualified for.
Well see in 2 years, if they keep it for mental illness
 
MeSauce

MeSauce

Bored of Life.
Jun 1, 2023
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In my mind its absolutely painless. Even if it is painful, people wont have to endure it for long lol. Tell me, does a thermometer tell you how hot it is if you destroy the thermometer?
 
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Whiskey19

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You can't just MAID in the Netherlands or Belgium.
You need to be a citizen and even then they are very strict.
That's not true fyi. You do not need to be a citizen and idk about Netherlands. It Belgium grants it even in cases of depression. They do make you wait three months and have a few appts with a psychologist to make sure you're not rushing it. So you do have to "live" there for three months. But you don't need to be a citizen.
 
roommate

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That's not true fyi. You do not need to be a citizen and idk about Netherlands. It Belgium grants it even in cases of depression. They do make you wait three months and have a few appts with a psychologist to make sure you're not rushing it. So you do have to "live" there for three months. But you don't need to be a citizen.
Not sure where u got that information from, I did search for it, but could not find it.
I'm afraid three months is where your procedure would start (the queue is probably much longer, maybe up to 2 years I assume). For depression you're probably looking at 2 years or longer before they can make a decision. And most of the time people get rejected for it.

Sorry that I don't have that much back-up with my statements interms of sources for my information.
But look, if belgium would be a place where people could just book a place for 3 months and get MAID then it would have spreaded all over the forums.
I would even have taken a look at it if it was accessible.
 
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I hope you find the relief you search for, I also just want to cease existing painlessly with no more pain and no more suffering, I just hope and wish for a death like never waking ever again.
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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In my mind its absolutely painless. Even if it is painful, people wont have to endure it for long lol. Tell me, does a thermometer tell you how hot it is if you destroy the thermometer?

you do have to be very brave to shoot yourself with a gun.

I agree that shooting yourself with a gun is painless.one moment you are alive and aware the next is like you never existed.

the fastest nerve impulses in humans travel at 120 meters per second.

but bullets travel faster . but imo it's better to use the highest velocity you can get.

i would be using a rifle bullet that travels 2600 feet per second or 792 meters per second.

the nerve impulse has to reach the brain then the brain has to become aware of that pain which takes more time.

the brain is destroyed knocked unconcsious as fast as this gel expands :



hitting the skull (not the face or jaw) with a high velocity round. The round will impart its energy as a shock wave through the brain matter that will essentially destroy it, as the brain has the consistency of a blancmange (jelly and custard).

The bullet strike will be painless because the speed of the destruction of the brain matter is faster than the body can transmit the pain signal so you wont feel the first strike to the flesh of your head as the brain behind it gets destroyed before the pain signal gets there.

In essence one moment you are alive and aware the next is like you never existed.

 
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The thing with firearms is you need access to a gun that will do the job. Just any ole gun is going to have you in the hospital with life changing injuries. Happens all the time.

Those firearms happen have big price tags.


Just because people have been talking a lot about gore lately; There is a reason the cartels put 10-20 bullets in somebodies head. These guys know a little about taking lives.

Hopefully I didnt go to far with that one.
 
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Whiskey19

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Nov 28, 2024
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I personally wish I had access to a gun to do it with. As far as I know it is instant and painless when you pull the trigger. Guns in my country are hard to come by, there are strict rules here in Canada. MAID Is also very hard to get qualified for.
I can promise in most cases it's not instant. It usually takes days in the hospital before you pass. You are unconscious though.
you do have to be very brave to shoot yourself with a gun.

I agree that shooting yourself with a gun is painless.one moment you are alive and aware the next is like you never existed.

the fastest nerve impulses in humans travel at 120 meters per second.

but bullets travel faster . but imo it's better to use the highest velocity you can get.

i would be using a rifle bullet that travels 2600 feet per second or 792 meters per second.

the nerve impulse has to reach the brain then the brain has to become aware of that pain which takes more time.

the brain is destroyed knocked unconcsious as fast as this gel expands :



hitting the skull (not the face or jaw) with a high velocity round. The round will impart its energy as a shock wave through the brain matter that will essentially destroy it, as the brain has the consistency of a blancmange (jelly and custard).

The bullet strike will be painless because the speed of the destruction of the brain matter is faster than the body can transmit the pain signal so you wont feel the first strike to the flesh of your head as the brain behind it gets destroyed before the pain signal gets there.

In essence one moment you are alive and aware the next is like you never existed.


i know you think that, and if it's done perfectly it could be true. But the reality is, (and I speak from experience working most of my life as a firearms instructor at a gun range) that most people that commit suicide with a gun do not aim it perfectly, and end up maiming themselves. And even when they do, still alive in the hospital for days after, although unconscious.
 
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polm

Member
May 3, 2025
7
Just too worried that it would be excruciatingly painful. Just pushing on my temple with my finger hurts.

I'm planning legal physician assisted. But it's in another country so far away. And I'm not even sure what to do. Just get a plane ticket to Belgium and then go to any primary care doctor?

Wish I was brave enough to get things done myself.
Switzerland has a couple of clinics that accept non nationals. Pegasos and Dignitas are the ones I've seen. I don't think Belgium accept people from other countries.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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I can promise in most cases it's not instant. It usually takes days in the hospital before you pass. You are unconscious though.

i know you think that, and if it's done perfectly it could be true. But the reality is, (and I speak from experience working most of my life as a firearms instructor at a gun range) that most people that commit suicide with a gun do not aim it perfectly, and end up maiming themselves. And even when they do, still alive in the hospital for days after, although unconscious.
the many many gun suicides i've seen on watcpeople die they were all unconscious instantly and died . many of these were with tiny handguns. some rifles and shotguns can have 10 times the energy and power of these handguns in the videos. the head will rupture over 2700 foot pounds energy in a contact shot. if the head is hit with the rifle or shotgun no chance of survival.

herman the shocker also has gun suicides . even a 44 magnum ruptured / exploded the head . and a 44 magnum is many times less powerful than a rifle or shotgun.
 
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bananaolympus

Experienced
Dec 12, 2024
290
Is just needs a little bit of force and you gone if i could i would do it in a remote area like a forest
 
diviosd

diviosd

just a girl who's kinda sad
Aug 7, 2023
294
It'll hurt, but you'll be dead before you can even process that you're hurting xd (unless you fuck up, then yikes maybe)
 

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