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[darkhorse256]

Hi all,

I was going to consider jumping as my method but everytime I get too close to the ledge, I don't jump and talk myself out of it. I'll be thinking of things like "wow, I'd be selfish for doing this" and I won't actually do it. I know that I get left in my room for about 12 hours every night so if I were to ingest something lethal, I'd be able to get away with it for minimally 12 hours. I can't find SN as it is illegal in my country (which is the stupidest thing I've heard of, but it's banned as apparently, it can be used in explosives or something). I can't use hanging because I can't have anything near my neck due to PTSD. I was going to drown myself in the sea but I at least want the one person I love to have closure after I die (aka finding the body). So, I've got a few chemicals/substances in mind but I was wondering which would be most lethal.

1) Chloroquine fish tank cleaner. I know I can find this in my country and I read reports that chloroquine can cause death. I read something about the dosage required for death being pretty low but I'm not sure how effective it is.

2) Antifreeze. I heard it doesn't taste that bad and it's possible to overdose on it. But it seems like it mostly causes kidney failure (which can be reversed) instead of actual death.

3) Bleach. I know this method is painful as hell, but it's effective. My primary concern would be the foul smell coming from bleach and my family realizing that.

I'm not exactly sure if there's anything more lethal than these. I know that mixing bleach and ammonia can cause toxic gas but again, I don't want that gas seeping out of my room and my parents finding out/saving me.

 

[Yomyom]

Chloroquine fish tank cleaner. I know I can find this in my country and I read reports that chloroquine can cause death. I read something about the dosage required for death being pretty low but I'm not sure how effective it is.

I read about it yesterday, the death was in 30 minutes, but not Peaceful
and Don't forget the man was 60 years old, I didn't see the age of the other men that died

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Chloroquine would be the most lethal and likely to work. I would assume taking a high dose would be best to ensure success. It was recently in the news that a husband and wife took this for covid and the husband died but the wife was treated and survived. It will likely be a painful death, it causes cardiac arrest and can cause seizures, it's recommended to take a high dose of benzos with the chloroquine to cause sleep before the symptoms start.

 

[Yomyom]

Chloroquine would be the most lethal and likely to work. I would assume taking a high dose would be best to ensure success. It was recently in the news that a husband and wife took this for covid and the husband died but the wife was treated and survived. It will likely be a painful death, it causes cardiac arrest and can cause seizures, it's recommended to take a high dose of benzos with the chloroquine to cause sleep before the symptoms start.

They didn't take the drug Chloroquine, they took Chloroquine phosphate for fish
Like this one

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

They didn't take the drug Chloroquine, they took Chloroquine phosphate for fish
Like this oneView attachment 30316

I know.

 

[PhilosOfDoom]

You could try to get a tent (one that actually shuts or zips,) going to an empty field or something similar, and that would allow you to do things involving gases, like detergent death (H2S.)
Otherwise, it'd be best to listen to the others.

 

[calendulo]

1) Chloroquine fish tank cleaner. I know I can find this in my country and I read reports that chloroquine can cause death. I read something about the dosage required for death being pretty low but I'm not sure how effective it is.

I have not an aquarium, but time ago I did read about a med against malaria which could to work on the same way than a barbiturate and it was Chloroquine.

Man Fatally Poisons Himself While Self-Medicating for Coronavirus, Doctor Says (Published 2020)

An Arizona man and his wife ingested a fish tank cleaning additive made with the same active ingredient as chloroquine phosphate, which President Trump has referred to as a “game changer.”

www.nytimes.com