shotgun
im alive but im dead, awake but asleep
- Sep 14, 2023
- 26
I'm genuinely so fucking frustrated. I've been hospitalised since Wednesday for different health issues, and ever since they saw my scars I had to talk to different psychologists and other bs. I was alone in the room up until they admitted another person. Just being around people stresses me out so much.
For fuck's sake I knew that even after telling the psychologist about my "old" plans to kill myself they wouldn't do shit. I had to interact with too many people in the past 3-4 hours I've been awake for and I swear to God soon enough I'll just go in the bathroom and fucking relapse already. I'm so done with this shit.
For fuck's sake I knew that even after telling the psychologist about my "old" plans to kill myself they wouldn't do shit. I had to interact with too many people in the past 3-4 hours I've been awake for and I swear to God soon enough I'll just go in the bathroom and fucking relapse already. I'm so done with this shit.
