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vaspertine

vaspertine

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Nov 22, 2022
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i was admitted to hospital again after having a panic attack at work and the only thing anyone could think to do was to call an ambulance and take me to the emergency department. i'm so tired of trying to fight my shockingly poor mental health and i'm tired of trying medications that make me even more depressed and i don't know what else i can try. i'm really wanting to ctb so badly but i'm also too cowardly to attempt again. i just wish mentally i could feel even slightly better.
 
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socrates

socrates

I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.
Dec 3, 2019
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I'm sorry to here you had to go to the ER again. A panic attack at work sound truly awful.
 
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lita-lassi

lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
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im so sorry this happened 🖤 is there any way you can incorporate coworkers into your support network? like telling them what may help if that happens again? i hope you feel a bit better after discharge 🖤
 
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Dr. Henjin

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Sep 23, 2023
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Oh man I relate a lot. I've been to the ER quite a few times over the last few years and its horrible. I hope you get out soon.
 
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vaspertine

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Nov 22, 2022
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im so sorry this happened 🖤 is there any way you can incorporate coworkers into your support network? like telling them what may help if that happens again? i hope you feel a bit better after discharge 🖤

i don't think my coworkers really understand that much. it's supportive up to a point but unfortunately it's hard to take a step back at work and try to relax. thanks though ❤️
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be awful being trapped in that situation, it's dreadful how people have to suffer so much in this existence but anyway best wishes.
 

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