Venting hopeless

[menherachan.]

why would he do that to me? the one i thought was my soulmate who said he will never look at anyone else , looked at her. was it worth it ? losing me for life bec u couldn't keep the basic base of a relationship? i wish i could tell him how much that hurt . the problem is i still love him but i cant be with someone who was able to hurt me in the worst way possible. i contemplate suicide everyday bec i keep thinking of how good we could've been if he didn't do that to me. it eats me alive. i hope he grows from it. idk about me but that destroyed everything i built and i lost myself . idk anymore. i still love him and it hurts. idk what to do
i grief our potential everyday </3 and i grief the happiness i lost

 

[pretentioussuika]

Yeah i can relate to that. It's like the people most paranoid that you'll leave them are the ones who drop you instantly when they see someone else. If you need to vent i can lend you my ear (when I'm off from work)

 

[ilvgore]

i relate so hard omg