Hopefully this is my last post.

[ribs for ryjo]

Hello. I am not sure my reasoning in writing this thread, but I just have nowhere to let it out. I think I'll try to slit my whole arm vertically and sit in very hot water filled bathtub on early Saturday morning. I know this method usually doesn't work, but I am not scared to fail. I am open to death or psych ward. Every option is welcome, I don't feel real anymore so it doesn't matter either way. I've been thinking of this method for so long. I've attempted suicide once in the past, but before that attempt I was thinking of this way. I've even dreamt of multiple vivid dreams. The bathtub I'll do it in I have an emotional attachment to. When I feel shitty and need to hide somewhere for a few hours I sit there and just stare at the ceiling til I forget who I even am. I hope I either rest in peace forever or get the help that will actually make me never visit this site again. Love you all, wish you all the best.

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes to achieve your dreams.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

It's indescribably sad when someone's life comes to this point. I'm so sorry you find yourself at this place in your life. You've chosen a difficult and painful way to exit this world and relieve your pain. It's impossible to walk in your shoes, and it seems like you've thought things through in regards to what is the best course of action for your life's circumstances. I hope whatever you do gets you to the place you need to be and that you can find the peace you deserve on the other side, no matter the outcome.

 

[soonatpeace777888]

Cutting yourself is more likely to result in a lot of pain and scars than it is in death. This is not considered an effective method.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find what you are searching for, best wishes.