JustKillBen22
Member
- Jul 6, 2020
- 56
I'm gonna go to the nearby bridge again, I haven't made it all the way there in a long time, but hopefully I do, and I can jump. It's what I need, I need to be gone.
But even if I can't, even if I'm a coward again, I can't talk to people anymore, whenever I reach out, whenever I make friends they always fuck me over and make me feel so much worse. I've been through so much shit, and then I find someone who I think actually cares about me, and they just hurt me instead. And then it happens again, and again, and again. I have to jump because I can't take this anymore. I can't live this life. I'm so lost and helpless and broken. I have to jump.
But even if I can't, even if I'm a coward again, I can't talk to people anymore, whenever I reach out, whenever I make friends they always fuck me over and make me feel so much worse. I've been through so much shit, and then I find someone who I think actually cares about me, and they just hurt me instead. And then it happens again, and again, and again. I have to jump because I can't take this anymore. I can't live this life. I'm so lost and helpless and broken. I have to jump.