Discussion Hope keeps us living

[new life]

Hope keeps us living in this painfull world and when you loose that hope like myself you have no choice but to leave this world. Just though I would share that with people on here so you understand you are it alone and I understand where your coming from, at least I hope to think I do.

 

[the box is empty]

What were you hoping for? Would you like to talk about it?

 

[new life]

I just lost hope that people would understand and see where i was coming from. I have just lost hope in general in life. I am certain I want to CTB.

 

[Lostandfound7]

"Hope deferred makes the heart sick"...TOTALLY..

I feel u

 

[new life]

"Hope deferred makes the heart sick"...TOTALLY..

I feel u

Agreed 100 percent.

 

[Gregorius]

Hope is a saddist. She only dies last to keep you unnecessarily alive

 

[new life]

Hope is a saddist. She only dies last to keep you unnecessarily alive

We do live unecessarily and thats why I want to end it.

 

[HopeDiesLast]

Hope is a saddist. She only dies last to keep you unnecessarily alive

I feel insulted.

 

[new life]

I feel insulted.

Dont worry if you ctb you wont have to worry will you, see I always thik of the positives of ctb LOL.

 

[Gregorius]

I feel insulted.

Haha i love you bro

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

The only hope i have is for my SN to arrive.

 

[Giraffey]

Does the decision and ability to CTB when we lose hope not itself give us hope of ending our pain?

 

[Ulisses]

the only hope i have is a ctb that will bring me peace.

 

[Argo]

You're right, hope is a big one. Even just a tiny drop of it, a lottery-winner's chance, can prevent someone from self-terminating.

There are other reasons, though. Someone could feel 100% hopeless, but have an anxiety about death and the things related to it. This is a kind of "reverse-hope"-- It's not wishing for something good, it's praying against something bad. Some people fear the process of suicide. Some people fear how living people will react. Others fear continuing to exist despite death(either in some worse afterlife, or failing the suicide and being forced alive).

 

[HopeDiesLast]

Haha i love you bro

Not a "bro".

But don't worry. Your post in connection with my user name gave me a good laugh! I needed that.

 

[new life]

Does the decision and ability to CTB when we lose hope not itself give us hope of ending our pain?

You have a good point there, i did not think of that it does give us hope that we can leave this world. However it is a different kind of hope.

the only hope i have is a ctb that will bring me peace.

Which method are you using, all of them will bring peace.

 

[Mr2005]

You can't live without hope. That's why I don't

 

[new life]

Do you have any hope at all i dont, thats why i welcome ctb.

 

[Ryan.s]

Hope keeps us living in this painfull world and when you loose that hope like myself you have no choice but to leave this world. Just though I would share that with people on here so you understand you are it alone and I understand where your coming from, at least I hope to think I do.

Just hope you get the peace you deserve brother

 

[new life]

Just hope you get the peace you deserve brother

Thank you just a long wait till augast when i can use the CO method, unless i try hanging in the meantime but the woods are to wet at the moment as I found out yesterday. My collapsable stool just keeps sinking into the ground and i just keep shivering and getting soaked. Need to wait for the woods to dry out a bit first i think so then the stoll will not sink.
Just have to keep living in pain till then.

 

[Ryan.s]

Thank you just a long wait till augast when i can use the CO method, unless i try hanging in the meantime but the woods are to wet at the moment as I found out yesterday. My collapsable stool just keeps sinking into the ground and i just keep shivering and getting soaked. Need to wait for the woods to dry out a bit first i think so then the stoll will not sink.
Just have to keep living in pain till then.

I'm going to PM you dude.