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RedDoor

RedDoor

Tired... just Tired
Apr 13, 2023
61
Hello everyone, im a new member here. I decided to join this forum in hopes of talking to people who think similar to me, I've always tried to hide my my darkness from people because i was afraid of their judgement. When I try to talk about dark topics people either end up crying or telling me to change the subject. This really bothers me because they make me feel like a sick person which makes me hate myself, so I've avoided talking to people about these topics. Anyway, i hope i came across the right place to share my thoughts with people without being guilt ridden.


What i mean by dark topics are : suicide, death and etc..
 
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onceinthefuturewas

onceinthefuturewas

Member
Apr 13, 2023
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Hello, friend
I'm a new member as well
Also, I like your anime profile picture.
 
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RedDoor

RedDoor

Tired... just Tired
Apr 13, 2023
61
Thanks, hope you find what your looking
 
MissionSucksAssFul

MissionSucksAssFul

Any help I can offer is gladly given :)
Mar 2, 2023
109
1) Welcome! 2) you're not sick, they're just weak :)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,816
The reality is that in this world so many people are in denial, they would rather avoid the fact that they are destined to die, as that thought scares them and they also don't wish to accept the fact that existence isn't always worth enduring as it shatters their delusional worldview, so of course it's for the best not to talk to these people. To me there could never be anything sad or upsetting about choosing to leave this world as to die solves all problems and prevents all future suffering and I believe that wanting suicide is a perfectly logical response to existing here in this cruel, hellish world.
 
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RedDoor

RedDoor

Tired... just Tired
Apr 13, 2023
61
Well said, i don't know why people are in denial of the only certain thing in this world
 
milk is sweet

milk is sweet

emily <3
Apr 11, 2023
37
Hope you find what you're looking for <3
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,804
We're all at various stages of a similar journey, so no condemnation here.
 
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