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I want to leave a legacy to you, my thoughts before i finally suicide
 
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The cycle is a philosophy i made about the world or to be honest a discovery i found about the reality of the world and it is that the world is pointless no matter what you do or see, it basically states that no matter how much we advance in technology we will never stop crimes, murders, rapes, rascism, wars and atrocities until we humans all die. There is proof for this reality and it is history we as humans no matter how great are the efforts of great good powerful people we wonot stop the cycle, the only thing that changes is technology but greed, jealousy, evil and ignorance will always exist, ww1 was thought to be the war that will end all wars but we all know how that turned out to be. History will repeat itself always because not everybody learns, not everybody understands and not everybody use their brain before they let their emotions take control of them. Ukraine war that i am experiencing if we survive it without nuclear apocalypse i will be damned, but even if we did ai is gonna become the new nuke but something far more worst than nukes it's a weapon that can make weapons, something that we will make that can end us all because of our ego and pride but ai unlike nukes can go rogue and evolve, so even one mistake or one's too much ego can end all humanity and make sure we are all dead, nuclear we may survive(because we will have at least technology by that time to counter radiation or nuclear winter) but ai apocalypse good luck with that , we can be slaves to our own tools, but back to topic as i said there will be countless wars after the ukraine war, countless deaths, countless atrocities, countless division and racism and countless hero deaths, there wonot be a stop because evil is easier than good, because greed, laziness, ignorance, stepping on people, prejudice and ego is so easier than patience, being humble,kind and selflessness. People might think that good is at least balanced with evil but that is a delusion, good appears to be more than evil, that is because good is accepted in our society and there is nothing wrong when showed by people, but evil is not accepted by society because it is frowned upon so of course people who will do evil will be doing it behind closed doors away from society, so countless atrocities are happening right now without anyone knowing, only the one who experience it will know and not every injustice is punished by society or at least known because karma is not real it's just a coincidence and who believes in it is a delusional naive person.there will be evil that nobody will punish or even know and that because perfection is the problem or to be precise the non existence of perfection in the world, example is that nobody is gonna perfectly teach anti racism to the world, no body is gonna perfectly stop crime or evil because perfection doesn't exist. So we will be doomed to experience the same atrocities throughout history again but just in another form, another 9/11,another holocaust, another isis,another terrioset organization, another putin, another nazis but just in a new name and form and all of the atrocities of history throughout time until all of us are dead or the benevalent theory. People naively think humans of modern day are more vile than past humans and that is stupid because why people think there is more evil than today is because technology and the internet revealed to us what we humans are truly are by videos, photos and stories shared. The only way to stop the cycle is to do the benevalent theory, the benevalent theory is not a perfect solution to problems but it's price is so low that people might think it's perfect and you got to focus my viewer because this will be a long discussion on how to do it. First things first, it cannot happen now because of modern technology, the technology that we would need is: cheap and easy nuclear transmutation, invisible artificial muscle robots, memmory control and memory wipe technology, nanites, warp technology, general super ai or ai that is very smart and wonot need humans, advanced space colonization technology, advanced bioengineering and genetic technology. The first step to doing it is of course massive planning and resource collection,the best method for that is to use warp technology to move to other stellar systems, galaxies or what ever that is out of reach for the stellar government or galactic government that will soon be monitoring us for resource and economy because in the future no one will be allowed to go beyond the reaches of said international space government because it's like star wars the new triology where the left over of the empire gone to zones the rebublic cannot watch over, monitor or even state laws upon, there they accumulated massive armies, new death star weapon and new recruits so they can can come back and wipe out the rebublic. Now this method in reality will only require one person with, super advanced quantum general ai or just a very advanced, very smart, resource effecient ai, artificial muscle and skeleton robots, nuclear transmutator, warp technology space ship and most importantly a huge memory drive that contains all the knowledge about the science, technology, engineering and math or stem of that era(supposedly 2090 or 2150) and then the benevalent theorist then can let the ai take care of the rest of building robotic armies, memory wiping beacons and making the rest of the resources i said before like nanites, genetic technology and etc. Now this method wonot requires you to be the richest for it but at least good financial plan, after your ai finishes assimilating the resources and it advances to a jupiter brain, command him to send covert robots to the stellar government with genetically engineering nanites that will eneter the public water or the air or whatever that public uses mostly so the nanites can enter the human bodies, genetically engineer them to be respodant to specific electromagnetic waves, sounds or light emitted by a beacon that will make all huamns go unconscious. After the benevalent theory started, command the ai to send robots to collect the huamns to wipe their memory about the stem of that era and to completely erase any trace of what happened to them and then implement fake memories that they are living in 2020 or whatever technological era that is far less superior than your advanced era stem, because at the end of the day no matter what, stem will help armies win if it's advanced enough, like imagine a civilization type 5 aliens vs us modern civilization zero humans, we will literally be insatntly wiped out and it wonot be even 0.1111111111111 percent of their true technological power. After that you genetically engineer the humans to be less greedy, less evil or less agressive to each other or what in biological terms, engineer them to be less resource greedy, less chemicaly aggressive and less violent ,then you bioengineer them to have advanced durability so they can survive accidents kinda like veltrumites or very advanced civilization that found a way to bioengineer humans to be more durable. Then after that you genetically engineer them to have very long lifespans with the very advanced technology or hell genetically engineer them to not even age or not be infected, so normal disease like cancer or any other non bioweapon diseases even affect them. Then after that you inject them with nanites that will be capable of controlling them so they can stop them if they ever wanted to do evil or to protect them from others, now of course that seems like they wonot have any will but no they will have freedom to do anything they want except if they wanted to do evil then the nanites will stop them erase their memory about the nanite stopping them, figure out what made them wanna do evil and then deal with the problem and then they continue life like nothing ever happened and if the nanites can't stop them
The invisible artifical muscle robots will use non lethal weapons to stop violent actions then wipe memory of the incident including everyone who experienced the incident, then deal with the problem and life goes on etc. Of course you wondering where will the resources to feed or to house the humans come from? nothing is infinite right, well the universe is so huge it seems infinite (and mind you it expands) so the benevalent theorist by the way, i havenot stated this, but the benevalent theorist will have to be one person like an invisible god watching over us or just one person doing the benevalent theory because no matter how similar the theorists minds might be no body is perfectly same like each other so that imperfection will lead to small differences that will lead to huge differences that will lead to different beliefs and conflicts always stem from different beliefs like religion one opinion is enough to lead annhilation and of course you cannot have two gods fighting over the humans they control because that will lead to
Huge mess, so only one theorist and no hierarchy system because that will eventually lead to mutiny. But back to my point the resources and the housing will be hugly provided by production planets that will have nuclear transmutators that will turn any element to any element you want and then you have almost infinite resources from other planets stellar nebulas other galaxies and infinite energy from stars, dyson swarms and fusion so the materials and energy will be made to make artifical planets that will have lab grown meat facilities and vertical farms with computers controlling the environment for plants that will feed the humans or just bioengineer the humans to be dependent on food pill that will provid them with all the essential minerals and resources for survival. The housing of course will have to be planned due to overpopulation and other planets will be colonized to give humans the space they want and of course artifical planets being made for them. The benevalent theory will defeat poverty and make everyone rich, no wars, no crimes, no suffering and no inequality, a perfect utopia with a small price no body will even care about, just technological knowledge that will be of course used on the humans to advance their life properties but of course the main idea is that they donot know about it, example like cancer will not exist in their knowledge but if it's happening in their bodies the nanites will kill it and the humans will never feel a thing or even know. Of course the last price is that the benevalent theorist will have so much power that you might think he will do evil things, but the beauty and the horror of the benevalent theorist is the one controlling it will be either a good person or psychopathic piece shit.but at the end of the day the benevalent theory will lessen the damage of the psychopathic person by providing him with robots that will exactly look like humans for to him to perform his dark desires on them. If anyone actually tried to do this theory please play this next ost while doing it for my sake(shadow fight 3 desolate chaos).
Anyway i will see you guys in the afterlife because i think the cyclic syndrome will eventually get the better of me and make me kill myself, everything i see is pointless and i donot want to make close relationship with people so i can lose them to cycle. Goodbye everyone and see you until your cycle breaks. Let the cycle repeat until it breaks, and remember if you see fucked up shit done by people just ignore it and accept the cycle or become the benevalent theorist , i really didn't want to kill myself but my problem is i care too much about good people, everytime i hear or see injustice my heart aches i care about good people and i wish good people can be happy and the mislead people can find happiness again but i think that was a child fantasy , i have been bullied and showed the bad side people but i still saw people who were nice to me and i forgave the people who hurt me but there was a time where enough is enough so i started brewing hatred in myself and fantasized about doing the worst to who wronged me but still i was a coward to do anything, please for the one who will achieve the benevalent theory please carry my will and make my final to wish to stop the cycle, i cannot bring myself to do the benevalent theory because it may be in the long run pointless and i donot want to gain loved ones so i can lose them until i break the cycle. Thank you everyone for reading this and i hope i see you in the afterlife. Goodbye everyone
I donot really like to stretch my notes but i want to try my best to tell you everything i think of before i kill myself. The anti benevalent theory is the destruction of all humans so nobody can suffer any more and the cycle will truly break either by a general super ai or planetary weapons that will cause our own extinction, you might think to yourself why would anyone do that, why donot they just do the benevalent theory? Well you see the answer is that after the benevalent theory there maybe some people who prepared themselves with technology against the benevalent theory before it occurred and may just pretend that they have forgotten the advanced era stem like the rest of the people, But instead they have plans to stop the benevalent theory and take control either for greed, psychopathic tendencies or the benevalent theorist is evil and taking control or even starting battle against the benevalent theorist may cause absolute chaos and suffering never seen before because of the differences of advanced technologies, so the anti benevalent theory ensures there will be nothing like that and will make suffering end by killing everyone of us so there will be no suffering in the future. There is something far worse and infinitely more horrible than the cycle but for specific reasons i will take that secret to the grave, i am sorry for the people who want to know it but there is one specific reason why i cannot say it, so archeologist i am sorry for the pain i am gonna cause, just donot try to challenge yourself and know that secret not everything will be known. I just wanna say that i love my family and when i said the part where they don't understand me it's okay not everyone is gonna perfectly understand their child after all i didnot discuss with them anything from what i have written so please donot label them as bad parents because i love them. I donot know why keep adding to my notes or doing anything i feel extremely depressed and sad i suffer everyday from my mental diseases although no body had diagnosed with them, but i know for a fact i am severely depressed, bipolar, anxious, lack social skills, adhd, antisocial, paranoid, crippling depression, smiling depression,cyclic syndrome and i know i am not making this diseases up everyday i feel i just feel, sometimes i get happy and the other time i get sad for no reason i am always paranoid of people and anxious about everything is just pain and i am too self conscious for my self
This may be my last note but jesus christ humanity is vile everything about it is disgusting i cannot believe there are people who have done some fucked up shit but are glorfied like the allies those fuckers nuclear bombed a city full of citizens instead of aiming for the military bases, what fuck did the Japanese children and women could have done to deserve that, if they protested the imperialist would have just labeled them traitors and subhumans and treated them like animals and made them join unit 731, also speaking about that topic america didn't give two shits about the jews or the people who got tortured in unit 731 and the proof is that mcarthur american military commander slapped shinji ito on the wrist and spared him for some fucking research on microbiology that experimented on real human beings those experiments involved raping women to test diseases on them and their babies, dissecting them and pressure chamber the fuck out of man until his guts exploded out of his ass, i donot support the axis for the atrocities that they did like the rape of Nanking but civilians and militaries should be differentiated not just melt children with an atomic bomb and also let's not forget the absolutely unnecessary bombing of civilians in dresden let's als not also forget the British empire that was still going on and also the racism from winston Churchill to Indians, man literally called them rabbit and caused them to starve and the man is considered a fucking hero for building an evil empire that killed millions and the rape of civilians from the allies, the fucking soviet union was literally evil and killed more than hitler, no body was good all were evil. America the biggest war criminals killed villages in Vietnam and have done atrocities and also released orange agent and killed millions in iraq and the drone strikes that killed civilians or the support of israel a literal genocidal nation where civilians of Palestin are killed daily like fucking breakfast although i donot support Hamas because they are terriost organization that killed alot of innocent Israeli and Palestine citzens.
I like how also the media just didn't gave two fucks about what happens in Palestin and Middle east countries but man when ukraine got attacked( which i totally support and also condemn russia) they said some racist shit about how they are white and have blue eyes unlike the other people in the middle eastern countries because to the media they are subhumans, the world is an absolute piece of shit my country is an absolute piece of shit for it's fucking authotarian military regime that tortures and kills political rivals and imprisons any business man who tries to do any business without their consent or them controlling the business and then ruining it into shit and they also fucked economy sideways and destroyed every single chance this country had. No wonder all the talented egyptian people go outside. I had a dream of making a robotic and ai company to make egypt great again but that's a dream and reality is often disappointing and even if i succeded into that dream which is impossible i donot wanna live in a world where children get raped, murdered and sometimes eaten. This world is a cycle and pointless we will always fucking commit atrocities and if you just wanted to live a normal happy life with family and friends then you should expect that fate may come back and fuck you in the ass for example everything just goes right in your life but one day someone rapes and brutally kills your family or accident happen, so that is life a gamble with fucking fate nothing else and i wonot live in a delusion where everything is gonna go fine if i am good and hard working person that is not how reality works and will never do, life is unfair and cruel. It will all depend on your fate. So for the people reading if you gonna live your life normally then accept the cycle until you die and donot try to be a hero that's dumb you cannot save everyone just accept fate and move on until you die be enduring for the cycle (which i know humans in the futre with technologically advanced life span wouldn't endure) , happy and enjoy life but for the people who donot either kill your self or for the powerful ones achieve the benevalent theory and bresk the cycle and make sure nobody can be capable of returning the cycle again. Goodbye everyone and see you until your cycle breaks.
This will be another note about stem it's what will make us into powerful beings, believe the stem of this century will envolve artificial muscle, skeleton, nerves, and tendon robot, general ai, enhanced huamns, quantum computers, warp technology for FTL travel and super advanced scientific ai that is capable of Jumpstarting the singularity and advance technology very rapidly to the point that we will reach civilization type 4 before the end of the 2000 millennium, i belive if you give stem time and money it will make humans into universal beings having durabilities far more than any comic superhero with bioengineering making us into superhumans and dyson spheres, black hole bombs and everything except bringing back the dead and controlling time. Stem is beautiful with it you can control the world and in the future human workers and office jobs will become obsolete. Making billionaires into trillionaires but unfortunately the atrocities with it will become bigger because the more advanced science and technology is the bigger of impact of good and evil like how more powerful weapons can make bigger atrocities than simple ones example is catapult used to destroy city compared to nuclear bombs, the more advanced we are the more good and evil can be powerful. That is why stem should be regarded as a tool for advancing the human race to superiority and making us into almost god. But no matter how much we advance in stem even if we reach the most advanced civilization type ( if we make it there without destroying ourselves with nukes and ai the) we wilp never break the cycle if we try to break it wirh conventional ways, the only two ways to break it is by the benevalent theory or the antibenevalent theory, the latter i condemn, i also wanted to give you examples of the future of stem like: bio organicrobots made out of artificial cells, jupiter brain with quantum AGI, plasma confined with double helix magnetic field used as weapons like lightsaber or plasma satellite guns, near light speed weapons, bio nanites capable of bioengineering humans and also breaking them down, bioengineered bodies capable of all the feats of scientific superheros in superhero comics, nanite altered self moving material capable of moving like terminator t1000 or iron man nanosuit, artificial muscle, bones, nerves and tendons exosuit capable of giving their wearer super strength, armies made out of artificial muscle and bones robots and giant spider bots with biomimicary technology that has artificial flexor muscle with hydrostatic skeleton that have artilleries on top of them, artificial muscle arms on back of soldiers or hydrostatic octupus robotic arm like dr octupus and small spider bots for surveillance and non lethal enforcement, robotic swarm bees, tectonic weapons, planet core distrubtor, antimatter bullets and bombs, neural technology capable of teaching humans skills insatntly, neurological device that is capable of controlling nanites that produce fields that interact with matter or just device that produces fields and controls them kinda like telekinesis but more scientific and alot of technologies that i would like to theorize but would take time, so just believ stem given enough time and money will allow you to do anything except bringing bakc the dead or creating life or time traveling
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I have already posted it but is too long do you think moderator can approve it because it says it's invisible to visitors, can you see the long post?
 
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Yes post is visible. It's... Deep.
Really? Thank you🙂 it took me hours and made my finger into not fingers and completely destroyed them, but thank you moderator for acutally listening and letting this stay
 
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Btw this irrelevant but my grandma is the devil and is a horrible person that i hated
The cycle is a philosophy i made about the world or to be honest a discovery i found about the reality of the world and it is that the world is pointless no matter what you do or see, it basically states that no matter how much we advance in technology we will never stop crimes, murders, rapes, rascism, wars and atrocities until we humans all die. There is proof for this reality and it is history we as humans no matter how great are the efforts of great good powerful people we wonot stop the cycle, the only thing that changes is technology but greed, jealousy, evil and ignorance will always exist, ww1 was thought to be the war that will end all wars but we all know how that turned out to be. History will repeat itself always because not everybody learns, not everybody understands and not everybody use their brain before they let their emotions take control of them. Ukraine war that i am experiencing if we survive it without nuclear apocalypse i will be damned, but even if we did ai is gonna become the new nuke but something far more worst than nukes it's a weapon that can make weapons, something that we will make that can end us all because of our ego and pride but ai unlike nukes can go rogue and evolve, so even one mistake or one's too much ego can end all humanity and make sure we are all dead, nuclear we may survive(because we will have at least technology by that time to counter radiation or nuclear winter) but ai apocalypse good luck with that , we can be slaves to our own tools, but back to topic as i said there will be countless wars after the ukraine war, countless deaths, countless atrocities, countless division and racism and countless hero deaths, there wonot be a stop because evil is easier than good, because greed, laziness, ignorance, stepping on people, prejudice and ego is so easier than patience, being humble,kind and selflessness. People might think that good is at least balanced with evil but that is a delusion, good appears to be more than evil, that is because good is accepted in our society and there is nothing wrong when showed by people, but evil is not accepted by society because it is frowned upon so of course people who will do evil will be doing it behind closed doors away from society, so countless atrocities are happening right now without anyone knowing, only the one who experience it will know and not every injustice is punished by society or at least known because karma is not real it's just a coincidence and who believes in it is a delusional naive person.there will be evil that nobody will punish or even know and that because perfection is the problem or to be precise the non existence of perfection in the world, example is that nobody is gonna perfectly teach anti racism to the world, no body is gonna perfectly stop crime or evil because perfection doesn't exist. So we will be doomed to experience the same atrocities throughout history again but just in another form, another 9/11,another holocaust, another isis,another terrioset organization, another putin, another nazis but just in a new name and form and all of the atrocities of history throughout time until all of us are dead or the benevalent theory. People naively think humans of modern day are more vile than past humans and that is stupid because why people think there is more evil than today is because technology and the internet revealed to us what we humans are truly are by videos, photos and stories shared. The only way to stop the cycle is to do the benevalent theory, the benevalent theory is not a perfect solution to problems but it's price is so low that people might think it's perfect and you got to focus my viewer because this will be a long discussion on how to do it. First things first, it cannot happen now because of modern technology, the technology that we would need is: cheap and easy nuclear transmutation, invisible artificial muscle robots, memmory control and memory wipe technology, nanites, warp technology, general super ai or ai that is very smart and wonot need humans, advanced space colonization technology, advanced bioengineering and genetic technology. The first step to doing it is of course massive planning and resource collection,the best method for that is to use warp technology to move to other stellar systems, galaxies or what ever that is out of reach for the stellar government or galactic government that will soon be monitoring us for resource and economy because in the future no one will be allowed to go beyond the reaches of said international space government because it's like star wars the new triology where the left over of the empire gone to zones the rebublic cannot watch over, monitor or even state laws upon, there they accumulated massive armies, new death star weapon and new recruits so they can can come back and wipe out the rebublic. Now this method in reality will only require one person with, super advanced quantum general ai or just a very advanced, very smart, resource effecient ai, artificial muscle and skeleton robots, nuclear transmutator, warp technology space ship and most importantly a huge memory drive that contains all the knowledge about the science, technology, engineering and math or stem of that era(supposedly 2090 or 2150) and then the benevalent theorist then can let the ai take care of the rest of building robotic armies, memory wiping beacons and making the rest of the resources i said before like nanites, genetic technology and etc. Now this method wonot requires you to be the richest for it but at least good financial plan, after your ai finishes assimilating the resources and it advances to a jupiter brain, command him to send covert robots to the stellar government with genetically engineering nanites that will eneter the public water or the air or whatever that public uses mostly so the nanites can enter the human bodies, genetically engineer them to be respodant to specific electromagnetic waves, sounds or light emitted by a beacon that will make all huamns go unconscious. After the benevalent theory started, command the ai to send robots to collect the huamns to wipe their memory about the stem of that era and to completely erase any trace of what happened to them and then implement fake memories that they are living in 2020 or whatever technological era that is far less superior than your advanced era stem, because at the end of the day no matter what, stem will help armies win if it's advanced enough, like imagine a civilization type 5 aliens vs us modern civilization zero humans, we will literally be insatntly wiped out and it wonot be even 0.1111111111111 percent of their true technological power. After that you genetically engineer the humans to be less greedy, less evil or less agressive to each other or what in biological terms, engineer them to be less resource greedy, less chemicaly aggressive and less violent ,then you bioengineer them to have advanced durability so they can survive accidents kinda like veltrumites or very advanced civilization that found a way to bioengineer humans to be more durable. Then after that you genetically engineer them to have very long lifespans with the very advanced technology or hell genetically engineer them to not even age or not be infected, so normal disease like cancer or any other non bioweapon diseases even affect them. Then after that you inject them with nanites that will be capable of controlling them so they can stop them if they ever wanted to do evil or to protect them from others, now of course that seems like they wonot have any will but no they will have freedom to do anything they want except if they wanted to do evil then the nanites will stop them erase their memory about the nanite stopping them, figure out what made them wanna do evil and then deal with the problem and then they continue life like nothing ever happened and if the nanites can't stop them
The invisible artifical muscle robots will use non lethal weapons to stop violent actions then wipe memory of the incident including everyone who experienced the incident, then deal with the problem and life goes on etc. Of course you wondering where will the resources to feed or to house the humans come from? nothing is infinite right, well the universe is so huge it seems infinite (and mind you it expands) so the benevalent theorist by the way, i havenot stated this, but the benevalent theorist will have to be one person like an invisible god watching over us or just one person doing the benevalent theory because no matter how similar the theorists minds might be no body is perfectly same like each other so that imperfection will lead to small differences that will lead to huge differences that will lead to different beliefs and conflicts always stem from different beliefs like religion one opinion is enough to lead annhilation and of course you cannot have two gods fighting over the humans they control because that will lead to
Huge mess, so only one theorist and no hierarchy system because that will eventually lead to mutiny. But back to my point the resources and the housing will be hugly provided by production planets that will have nuclear transmutators that will turn any element to any element you want and then you have almost infinite resources from other planets stellar nebulas other galaxies and infinite energy from stars, dyson swarms and fusion so the materials and energy will be made to make artifical planets that will have lab grown meat facilities and vertical farms with computers controlling the environment for plants that will feed the humans or just bioengineer the humans to be dependent on food pill that will provid them with all the essential minerals and resources for survival. The housing of course will have to be planned due to overpopulation and other planets will be colonized to give humans the space they want and of course artifical planets being made for them. The benevalent theory will defeat poverty and make everyone rich, no wars, no crimes, no suffering and no inequality, a perfect utopia with a small price no body will even care about, just technological knowledge that will be of course used on the humans to advance their life properties but of course the main idea is that they donot know about it, example like cancer will not exist in their knowledge but if it's happening in their bodies the nanites will kill it and the humans will never feel a thing or even know. Of course the last price is that the benevalent theorist will have so much power that you might think he will do evil things, but the beauty and the horror of the benevalent theorist is the one controlling it will be either a good person or psychopathic piece shit.but at the end of the day the benevalent theory will lessen the damage of the psychopathic person by providing him with robots that will exactly look like humans for to him to perform his dark desires on them. If anyone actually tried to do this theory please play this next ost while doing it for my sake(shadow fight 3 desolate chaos).
Anyway i will see you guys in the afterlife because i think the cyclic syndrome will eventually get the better of me and make me kill myself, everything i see is pointless and i donot want to make close relationship with people so i can lose them to cycle. Goodbye everyone and see you until your cycle breaks. Let the cycle repeat until it breaks, and remember if you see fucked up shit done by people just ignore it and accept the cycle or become the benevalent theorist , i really didn't want to kill myself but my problem is i care too much about good people, everytime i hear or see injustice my heart aches i care about good people and i wish good people can be happy and the mislead people can find happiness again but i think that was a child fantasy , i have been bullied and showed the bad side people but i still saw people who were nice to me and i forgave the people who hurt me but there was a time where enough is enough so i started brewing hatred in myself and fantasized about doing the worst to who wronged me but still i was a coward to do anything, please for the one who will achieve the benevalent theory please carry my will and make my final to wish to stop the cycle, i cannot bring myself to do the benevalent theory because it may be in the long run pointless and i donot want to gain loved ones so i can lose them until i break the cycle. Thank you everyone for reading this and i hope i see you in the afterlife. Goodbye everyone
I donot really like to stretch my notes but i want to try my best to tell you everything i think of before i kill myself. The anti benevalent theory is the destruction of all humans so nobody can suffer any more and the cycle will truly break either by a general super ai or planetary weapons that will cause our own extinction, you might think to yourself why would anyone do that, why donot they just do the benevalent theory? Well you see the answer is that after the benevalent theory there maybe some people who prepared themselves with technology against the benevalent theory before it occurred and may just pretend that they have forgotten the advanced era stem like the rest of the people, But instead they have plans to stop the benevalent theory and take control either for greed, psychopathic tendencies or the benevalent theorist is evil and taking control or even starting battle against the benevalent theorist may cause absolute chaos and suffering never seen before because of the differences of advanced technologies, so the anti benevalent theory ensures there will be nothing like that and will make suffering end by killing everyone of us so there will be no suffering in the future. There is something far worse and infinitely more horrible than the cycle but for specific reasons i will take that secret to the grave, i am sorry for the people who want to know it but there is one specific reason why i cannot say it, so archeologist i am sorry for the pain i am gonna cause, just donot try to challenge yourself and know that secret not everything will be known. I just wanna say that i love my family and when i said the part where they don't understand me it's okay not everyone is gonna perfectly understand their child after all i didnot discuss with them anything from what i have written so please donot label them as bad parents because i love them. I donot know why keep adding to my notes or doing anything i feel extremely depressed and sad i suffer everyday from my mental diseases although no body had diagnosed with them, but i know for a fact i am severely depressed, bipolar, anxious, lack social skills, adhd, antisocial, paranoid, crippling depression, smiling depression,cyclic syndrome and i know i am not making this diseases up everyday i feel i just feel, sometimes i get happy and the other time i get sad for no reason i am always paranoid of people and anxious about everything is just pain and i am too self conscious for my self
This may be my last note but jesus christ humanity is vile everything about it is disgusting i cannot believe there are people who have done some fucked up shit but are glorfied like the allies those fuckers nuclear bombed a city full of citizens instead of aiming for the military bases, what fuck did the Japanese children and women could have done to deserve that, if they protested the imperialist would have just labeled them traitors and subhumans and treated them like animals and made them join unit 731, also speaking about that topic america didn't give two shits about the jews or the people who got tortured in unit 731 and the proof is that mcarthur american military commander slapped shinji ito on the wrist and spared him for some fucking research on microbiology that experimented on real human beings those experiments involved raping women to test diseases on them and their babies, dissecting them and pressure chamber the fuck out of man until his guts exploded out of his ass, i donot support the axis for the atrocities that they did like the rape of Nanking but civilians and militaries should be differentiated not just melt children with an atomic bomb and also let's not forget the absolutely unnecessary bombing of civilians in dresden let's als not also forget the British empire that was still going on and also the racism from winston Churchill to Indians, man literally called them rabbit and caused them to starve and the man is considered a fucking hero for building an evil empire that killed millions and the rape of civilians from the allies, the fucking soviet union was literally evil and killed more than hitler, no body was good all were evil. America the biggest war criminals killed villages in Vietnam and have done atrocities and also released orange agent and killed millions in iraq and the drone strikes that killed civilians or the support of israel a literal genocidal nation where civilians of Palestin are killed daily like fucking breakfast although i donot support Hamas because they are terriost organization that killed alot of innocent Israeli and Palestine citzens.
I like how also the media just didn't gave two fucks about what happens in Palestin and Middle east countries but man when ukraine got attacked( which i totally support and also condemn russia) they said some racist shit about how they are white and have blue eyes unlike the other people in the middle eastern countries because to the media they are subhumans, the world is an absolute piece of shit my country is an absolute piece of shit for it's fucking authotarian military regime that tortures and kills political rivals and imprisons any business man who tries to do any business without their consent or them controlling the business and then ruining it into shit and they also fucked economy sideways and destroyed every single chance this country had. No wonder all the talented egyptian people go outside. I had a dream of making a robotic and ai company to make egypt great again but that's a dream and reality is often disappointing and even if i succeded into that dream which is impossible i donot wanna live in a world where children get raped, murdered and sometimes eaten. This world is a cycle and pointless we will always fucking commit atrocities and if you just wanted to live a normal happy life with family and friends then you should expect that fate may come back and fuck you in the ass for example everything just goes right in your life but one day someone rapes and brutally kills your family or accident happen, so that is life a gamble with fucking fate nothing else and i wonot live in a delusion where everything is gonna go fine if i am good and hard working person that is not how reality works and will never do, life is unfair and cruel. It will all depend on your fate. So for the people reading if you gonna live your life normally then accept the cycle until you die and donot try to be a hero that's dumb you cannot save everyone just accept fate and move on until you die be enduring for the cycle (which i know humans in the futre with technologically advanced life span wouldn't endure) , happy and enjoy life but for the people who donot either kill your self or for the powerful ones achieve the benevalent theory and bresk the cycle and make sure nobody can be capable of returning the cycle again. Goodbye everyone and see you until your cycle breaks.
This will be another note about stem it's what will make us into powerful beings, believe the stem of this century will envolve artificial muscle, skeleton, nerves, and tendon robot, general ai, enhanced huamns, quantum computers, warp technology for FTL travel and super advanced scientific ai that is capable of Jumpstarting the singularity and advance technology very rapidly to the point that we will reach civilization type 4 before the end of the 2000 millennium, i belive if you give stem time and money it will make humans into universal beings having durabilities far more than any comic superhero with bioengineering making us into superhumans and dyson spheres, black hole bombs and everything except bringing back the dead and controlling time. Stem is beautiful with it you can control the world and in the future human workers and office jobs will become obsolete. Making billionaires into trillionaires but unfortunately the atrocities with it will become bigger because the more advanced science and technology is the bigger of impact of good and evil like how more powerful weapons can make bigger atrocities than simple ones example is catapult used to destroy city compared to nuclear bombs, the more advanced we are the more good and evil can be powerful. That is why stem should be regarded as a tool for advancing the human race to superiority and making us into almost god. But no matter how much we advance in stem even if we reach the most advanced civilization type ( if we make it there without destroying ourselves with nukes and ai the) we wilp never break the cycle if we try to break it wirh conventional ways, the only two ways to break it is by the benevalent theory or the antibenevalent theory, the latter i condemn, i also wanted to give you examples of the future of stem like: bio organicrobots made out of artificial cells, jupiter brain with quantum AGI, plasma confined with double helix magnetic field used as weapons like lightsaber or plasma satellite guns, near light speed weapons, bio nanites capable of bioengineering humans and also breaking them down, bioengineered bodies capable of all the feats of scientific superheros in superhero comics, nanite altered self moving material capable of moving like terminator t1000 or iron man nanosuit, artificial muscle, bones, nerves and tendons exosuit capable of giving their wearer super strength, armies made out of artificial muscle and bones robots and giant spider bots with biomimicary technology that has artificial flexor muscle with hydrostatic skeleton that have artilleries on top of them, artificial muscle arms on back of soldiers or hydrostatic octupus robotic arm like dr octupus and small spider bots for surveillance and non lethal enforcement, robotic swarm bees, tectonic weapons, planet core distrubtor, antimatter bullets and bombs, neural technology capable of teaching humans skills insatntly, neurological device that is capable of controlling nanites that produce fields that interact with matter or just device that produces fields and controls them kinda like telekinesis but more scientific and alot of technologies that i would like to theorize but would take time, so just believ stem given enough time and money will allow you to do anything except bringing bakc the dead or creating life or time traveling
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Yes, I can see your long post. It really is such a horrible world we live in, I could never want to live in a world where so much pain exists. I hope you find relief from your suffering in whatever happens and I wish you the best.
 
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Yes, I can see your long post. It really is such a horrible world we live in, I could never want to live in a world where so much pain exists. I hope you find relief from your suffering in whatever happens and I wish you the best.
Thank you and wish you a peaceful end, see until your cycle breaks
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Yes I can and did read your long post.
Whatever you decide to do, I hope you find peace and an end to your suffering.
 
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Btw i love my mom and totally support her, dad please stop listening to grandma she is a horrible person
 
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