Hello all. I'm in my 30s and have chronic pain and bipolar 2 disorder. my life is a mess and I've been holding out for awhile ever since I got my chronic pain just under control. I ordered the pph online and was directed to someone name J in China. This was in 2015. I received my bottle and have my meto ready (6 pills, went to Dr post surgery and said the painkillers were making me throw up). Back then there was another forum saying this guy was legit but now I'm worried it might not be or it has gone bad. Is a pinch a safe enough amount to try and see if it makes me sleepy? I'm not ready to go right away but I don't know much longer I can go on and want to be prepared. I felt hope over the last 3 years but it has been gone for awhile now.
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- Feb 18, 2019
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The PPeH has info on ordering test kits and on testing it yourself. There's a test that just says whether it's the correct chemical, and a more expensive and slower test that gives the actual concentration. I think you have to mail a bit of powder to some place in Europe and pay like 100 euro to know what % your powder is.
Answer is, it depends on how big your pinch is! 100mg is generally the recommended dose for insomnia.
If you have more powder than the 12-15g required to end one's life, i would buy a basic jewelry scale for $10, weigh out 1 gram of it, split that into 10 equally-sized piles and swallow one of them. If that puts you to sleep you know it works.
Volumetric dosing is a more accurate method but it is not strictly needed with this chemical, only with ones active at much lower dosages, you can google that one if you wish.
If you have more powder than the 12-15g required to end one's life, i would buy a basic jewelry scale for $10, weigh out 1 gram of it, split that into 10 equally-sized piles and swallow one of them. If that puts you to sleep you know it works.
Volumetric dosing is a more accurate method but it is not strictly needed with this chemical, only with ones active at much lower dosages, you can google that one if you wish.
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yes it is a powder. Did you hear of any success stories with it?J from China was selling powder, and you can't "pinch" a liquid.
I have severe insomnia due to BP and take an intense cocktail to barely sleep at night as it is. If it puts me to sleep I might have to order more as just being able to fucking sleep night save me from ctbing (for awhile)
Dignitas uses powdered N, but I've got no clue where they would be getting it.
That's sad news for you then, now powdered N is no longer available. The only known trusted supplier is 'A' in Mexico, and it ain't exactly cheap.
Oh really? So I might have a unicorn in the closet? Mine was pretty pricey too. I think it was $400US which was over $600CDN for me at the time.
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