Here I go.... thinking again

[Treeline589]

So I feel like mentally I am in the same place as I was last week. I think the weekend is here, I have a few days with no expectations and then when it comes to next week I will just call in sick to work. I'm thinking that I want to ctb and I'll do it next week. For some reason I want to go see my therapist on Tuesday and then I can be done. Not sure why I want to go to that appointment but I do. And then I will just hope I find the courage.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are tired of everything. I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.