Venting Helpless

[willitpass]

There is nothing worse than feeling the urge to get help only to realize there is no more help. The only help for me is death and I'm hoping to not be here much longer, I just need to overcome SI and then I'll be long gone.

There is no more therapy for me, you name a form of therapy I've tried it. Name a medication, I've taken it. Shock therapy even. I've been inpatient too many times to count and I would rather bleed to death from a billion paper cuts inflicted by my least favorite person on earth than ever go back to that hell. I've tried exercise and healthy eating and thinking positive and journaling and listening to happy music. You name something, I've tried it at least twice for over half my life. I am simply beyond help. I've given up. And that fucking sucks.

 

[divinemistress36]

I'm in the same boat I've tried it all too . I'm sorry you are going through this

 

[Labyrinth]

It may seem ridiculous but religion is a strong support system

 

[willitpass]

It may seem ridiculous but religion is a strong support system

I've tried that as well, in many different forms.

 

[amra81nz]

I cant say ive tried everything but i feel ive been through enough to know that it always ends up with me in the same hopeless situation.

 

[Ash]

I get the impression there's a lot of us in that boat.