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[suicidal.lady]

Hi,

It's really painful to be alive. I hate hate being alive. I just want to be gone, I've had enough, how do you all cope with living when you've having enough of life? Like what do you do?

 

[cassxtho]

It depends on why you think being alive is painful imo.

I used to think it was meaningless, that I had no control, or nobody cared about me, but what helps me cope is the realization that you only get back what you put out. If you don't care about yourself, then why would anybody care about you? If you don't talk to people, why would anybody talk to you? That type of thing. Thinking this way has made me happier, and I have a lot more friends now to the point where sometimes I get sick of people talking to me. It also led me to care about myself more, not in an egotistical way but where I don't compare myself to what other people are doing that much anymore. I hope it gets better for you, I still have periods where I feel like I cannot even get off the floor (even if they are less frequent), sending all my love.

 

[outrider567]

Hi,

It's really painful to be alive. I hate hate being alive. I just want to be gone, I've had enough, how do you all cope with living when you've having enough of life? Like what do you do?

I watch old stuff, like Abbot and Costello show, Little Rascals, Three Stooges, The Munsters, Italian horror films from the 1960's(Web Of The Spider(1971)is the best), old Sci-Fi films, old Boris Karloff films, pure old escapism to deal with Acute Depression--Of course, there's only so many times I can watch all these---Alone almost all the time

 

[Faejin]

Hi,

It's really painful to be alive. I hate hate being alive. I just want to be gone, I've had enough, how do you all cope with living when you've having enough of life? Like what do you do?

I try to find anything to look forward to like a new game releasing or something like that. Otherwise I try to think of the things I got to do before I go. The stuff I need to prepare for the people I leave behind like notes, apologies, explanations and all that stuff.

 

[LoiteringClouds]

Hi,

It's really painful to be alive. I hate hate being alive. I just want to be gone, I've had enough, how do you all cope with living when you've having enough of life? Like what do you do?

Yes, life is full of suffering but in my case, I feel a bit better when I think I'm helping others who suffer like me. Some people might call me hypocrite, though.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that I see it, if someone doesn't find a way to exit this world then they basically have no choice but to carry on existing. I've very much had enough of existing, in fact I've never wished to endure existence at all but very sadly I'm still here.

I just exist as I feel like I have no choice but to, suicide really is something that is so unnecessarily difficult for me so I'm just trapped here and of course I'm wishing to be gone every waking moment. It really should be easier for us to finally leave this hellish world, I also very much despise existence and always have done. To have the ability to suffer really is a curse, and I very much envy those who are peacefully not existing.