help with my method

[blxck0utt]

i wanted to jump from a tall building but i cant find any near me and i am also terrified of heights so it would be tricky to get up there. I then wanted to od but upon research it has been described to be quite a painful and slow death. although it is easily accessible to me, i am not sure if i want to go down this route because if the attempt fails my brain could be fucked for the rest of my life. i am scared of blood and sharp objects so i dont think im gonna do anything knife related. I need to DO IT but i cant find a suitable method that will work for me. I also struggle swallowing pills. im just a big baby overall. i wish there was just a button i could press to make me disappear. got any advice?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I then wanted to od but upon research it has been described to be quite a painful and slow death.

OD on what? ODing on heroin or fentanyl has been described as one of the most effective and peaceful methods available, as long as you take enough and aren't discovered by anyone.

 

[blxck0utt]

OD on what? ODing on heroin or fentanyl has been described as one of the most effective and peaceful methods available, as long as you take enough and aren't discovered by anyone.

i cant get access to those unfortunately. when i was researching the symptoms of overdoses of certain drugs that i have seen laying around my house (like medicines and stuff so not anything illegal) all of the symptoms described were painful and not really my cup of tea

 

[day]

Well there's the simple solution in the states if you're from here which is firearm. If you don't have access to that you could follow some SN guides here as it's not supposed to be incredibly painful or scary. I myself will be using SN for my CTB given the opportunity. Could always wait for Nembutal to come back but no one really knows when that'll come back, rest assured if it does before I CTB I'll surely be using that method.

Side note you could use train for your method though I find this method myself extremely traumatizing and horrific.

Good luck OP, I hope you find the answers you're looking for.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

when i was researching the symptoms of overdoses of certain drugs that i have seen laying around my house (like medicines and stuff so not anything illegal) all of the symptoms described were painful and not really my cup of tea

I believe that completely. ODing on medications is seldom a good way.

 

[befree]

but i cant find a suitable method

Here you can find an overview:

Need ideas

I want to end things because I'm tired of feeling like a failure and always being wrong about things. I can barely be an adult and will never have more than a minimum wage job. What are ways to end things quickly and peacefully, preferably that I can hide from a spouse that works from home?

sanctioned-suicide.net

considering methods

whats the best kind of method that's easily accessible. I was considering Hannah Baker style but that seems super messy and painful. I don't have any way to get my hands on N or anything like that sooo

sanctioned-suicide.net

This is just a general information. I do not encourage you to commit suicide and to use these methods. You act on your own responsibility.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't really think that overdosing on anything easily accessible is a reliable suicide method in the first place, sadly suicide just isn't that straightforward in this world where suicide is purposely made as difficult as possible for people. I certainly also wish there was a button to just permanently escape from all suffering and I see it as being so cruel how there isn't, the risky and inaccesible nature of suicide is also what has always kept me trapped here. But anyway I hope that you eventually find what you search for.