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dynamitedot
New Member
- Feb 4, 2023
- 3
i need to kill myself before june. my lease runs out then and the current plan is to move in with family. it will be harder to kill myself then.
i just don't know how i'm going to figure out a method that is affordable, accessible, and relatively peaceful/non-violent before then. i don't have access to firearms, i can't afford black market options. i need to die, i don't want to live in a world, in a country, this horrible and cruel. i have only a few months. i can see there are lots of resources here, but i'm feeling tired and worn out and having trouble sifting through it all and parsing it all out. please help.
i just don't know how i'm going to figure out a method that is affordable, accessible, and relatively peaceful/non-violent before then. i don't have access to firearms, i can't afford black market options. i need to die, i don't want to live in a world, in a country, this horrible and cruel. i have only a few months. i can see there are lots of resources here, but i'm feeling tired and worn out and having trouble sifting through it all and parsing it all out. please help.