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SpaxeZ

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Feb 28, 2021
70
I want to drown myself. I need an inflatable boat and some dumbbells and a rope. My main concern is finding the proper boat and doing it at a time not to be spotted and also getting all these stuff to that spot.
 
Falseunderworld

Falseunderworld

I banish you to the underworld for all eternity
Feb 3, 2023
88
the most convenient method is to do it in a bathtub and cover your face so you can drown without all that other stuff weighing your head down etc, make it impossible, but the success rate for drowning is incredibly low , if you want to do the boat method look for low rated rafts on amazon that way u can get a decently priced one
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
Drowning yourself is an awful way to go. SI will kick in, you'll struggle with the force of 5 men and it won't be an easy death. Not recommended
 
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SpaxeZ

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Feb 28, 2021
70
Drowning yourself is an awful way to go. SN will kick in, you'll struggle with the force of 5 men and it won't be an easy death. Not recommended
I don't have access to any other method
 
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lukas19

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Jan 17, 2023
345
I want to drown myself. I need an inflatable boat and some dumbbells and a rope. My main concern is finding the proper boat and doing it at a time not to be spotted and also getting all these stuff to that spot.
why drowning?
 
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Givenuponlife

Member
Jul 6, 2022
81
Drowning yourself is an awful way to go. SN will kick in, you'll struggle with the force of 5 men and it won't be an easy death. Not recommended
SI (sorry to be annoying)?
 
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SpaxeZ

Member
Feb 28, 2021
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,114
Drowning sounds like a horrific method to me, but I certainly understand having limited access to suicide methods. I guess that after all, it's always possible to die this way and so many have done, and I envy their courage. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Guilt and Regret
Feb 13, 2020
3,242
I think they want to know what SI means.

It's Survival Instinct
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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I agree drowning is probably a hard way to go, but with weights and in deep enough water, where it would be difficult for someone else to get you out quickly, your chance of success is good. Forget the bathtub. The SI would make it difficult to keep yourself under water. If you're absolutely intent on CTB, by attaching weights to yourself, you eliminate the ability of yourself to be able to get out of the water, as long as the weights are heavy enough. The only SI you'll have to overcome is jumping out of the boat into the water knowing that you'll sink just about instantly. I don't know how strong you are, but having enough weight attached to your person is key, since you may be able to overcome a small amount of weight, at least for a short while. Good luck if this is what you want to do.
 
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Kattt

Banned
May 18, 2021
795
Recently I heard about a guy who fell overboard from a cruise ship. It took a while before anyone realised and he was treading water for 15 hours before being rescued. That's how strong the SI is.
 
LittleBlackCat

LittleBlackCat

Specialist
Feb 6, 2020
329
I'm inside a refugee camp and all of those seem to have risks of failure. And I don't know from where to get SN. If only I could sail deep into ocean where no one could find me

I'll try to drink and use sleeping pills

It's dead sure to me there's no escaping it
So sorry to hear if your situation. Is there any way you can get asylum anywhere? Maybe in the place where you are? Is anyone helping or supporting you with asylum in the camp?
 

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