Help help me to prepare to do it tonight.

[lovelulu]

I'll quickly get the letters written for my parents and send a message in the group chat with my friends. I'll just take a little nap before tonight and then do it. Today was my final turning point and there's so much shit in life that I have to do and I just can't fucking do it anymore. My FP is also pretty much leaving me and someone even went out of their way to message me on tiktok and tell me that im a racist, faggot, inbred piece of shit. (Im black, by the way.) I dont even know who the fuck that is. I cant do it anymore and I really just want some validation and comfort from you guys, I dont know if that sounds stupid or not. I just can't do it anymore I need to do it already.

 

[mold]

As someone with an FP who basically ditched me recently, as well as other things practically ruining my life constantly, I really feel you. I'm not sure what kind of reassurance you need right now, and I know we're all sick of hearing "it gets better", so all I can offer is my understanding froma similar situation. Much love

 

[aoseno perpetuo]

make sure you think over this and give some time for emotions to pass over beforehand

 

[daruino]

Hugs, sounds like you are going through a lot, have seen some other posts of yours. I hope you make a well-considered decision before anything.

 

[no71]

the hatred that some people spread into this world is incredible. i don't know how they fling that stuff around without remorse. i hope your final decision will be one that brings you comfort.

 

[Dingusguy]

Whatever you decide to do I hope it helps you, regardless of if it ends today or if you're still around tomorrow I hope it gets better.

 

[collapsenik]

hope you take a breather before you decide to do anything, i'm so sorry that people can be so hateful. <3

 

[darkizz]

Sorry to hear that. If thats your way i wish your luck, but please dont forget sending a message to someone is like begging to wake up in a n abulance with brain damage. If you really wanna ctb do it quite to not get interupted.
I hope you make can take a bit more time for yourself, and just maybe i doesnt look that bad for you then. Dont force push it now cause your down.