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Sweet sleep

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I have myelomalcia , d12-l1 spine, consequently suffer from neurogenic bladder and bowel, urine issues keep me awake all night, can't empty my bowel even after frequent visits to the loo ( at least 4 times ), due to lack of sleep I suffer from other health issues too, my stress levels are way off the charts, in addition I suffer from debilitating depression, can't take anti depressants because it worsens my already bad bladder and urine issues . I can't go on living like this as there is no cure for myelomalacia , already on the maximum possible dose for my urine issues and still there is no improvement, I have no option but to take my own life, kindly help me with ways and methods . I am from India , getting hold of opioids like fentanyl and heroin is hard , please help me find a way to end my life .
 
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Sorry about your situation. We are not suicide consultants, so no one can help you that way.
 
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Sorry about your situation. We are not suicide consultants, so no one can help you that way.
I know, but can anyone here help me get hold of opioids or any other pills that will help me take my own life ? I don't know where to turn to or whom to ask for help, as I am all alone here .
 
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I'm sorry you have to go through this. There's the Suicide Resource Compilation:

 
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It's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in this torturous existence, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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I'm sorry you have to go through this. There's the Suicide Resource Compilation:

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It's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in this torturous existence, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
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