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MiMif
I do not live for others to understand me...
- Sep 13, 2023
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Ok I came up with three choices that are all accessible to me.
Cutting wrist...like I know the risk and high failing rate however I really like cutting and seeing blood.
Hanging... preferably partial hanging I recently saw a really good partial hanging tutorial on here
Last jumping...I have a few choices to pick for jumping. One of them is actually a decently tall bridge right above of train tracks. So if the fall doesn't kill me I doubt I'll be able to move and the train will. This choice also scares me a bit cause if I fail I might end up paralyzed. However jumping has always been the choice Ive been most interested in so I kinda wanna do it.
I know partial hanging is the easiest but it's actually the option I least want but I can't choose.
If I don't go with the cutting one I will end up stabbing a knife through my hand just to satisfy my fantasy
Cutting wrist...like I know the risk and high failing rate however I really like cutting and seeing blood.
Hanging... preferably partial hanging I recently saw a really good partial hanging tutorial on here
Last jumping...I have a few choices to pick for jumping. One of them is actually a decently tall bridge right above of train tracks. So if the fall doesn't kill me I doubt I'll be able to move and the train will. This choice also scares me a bit cause if I fail I might end up paralyzed. However jumping has always been the choice Ive been most interested in so I kinda wanna do it.
I know partial hanging is the easiest but it's actually the option I least want but I can't choose.
If I don't go with the cutting one I will end up stabbing a knife through my hand just to satisfy my fantasy